Do you want to funk?

1) It's up to you to let go of the fallacy that everybody within your circle actually care.
Yes, but when has people not caring about things mattered in the long run. You fight for what's right. You fight for the people even if they don't deserve it.

2) Society is different than it was 30 or more years ago. It's dead.
I'm going to throw a rock at you for that statement. We are the same thing that we were when we were hiding in caves. Only the information and technology has changed.

3) Good for you if you actually see these people in person. It still doesn't mean they care for you.
Caring and loving are two different things aren't they?

4) It's take nothing more than a tap of the phone or a click of a button to end everything.
It takes nothing more than for me to say to God "hey, we have an odd number of people, just get rid of me and make the equation right". The one soul too many hypothesis.

Also, the universe doesn't have to exist for all of us. It can just fly apart at any moment because of any one in a google thing happens.

5) Live for you. I've learned being selfish (just for your mental state) does wonders. Self isolation sucks, but is also sobering at the same time. You need you time. That time is not to be solely devoted to others. You don't get it back.
This is how I live for me. We took two different ways to get to the same point. I'm in self isolation because I don't want to witness what I'm seeing, but I have to and am force to witness it. This is my life. I get to choose how I live it. I can take my ball and go home. I can try to gather all the supplies and try to outlast all of you. I can try to start a war. But I don't.

And I genuinely don't care if I get this time back or not. Principles are not something that can be brushed away just because I want to be comfortable in my mind body and soul.
 
I'm in my old school Echo threads and I do wish I could find my special shoes. But I fear that had thrown them away in one of my bouts or doing this.
 
That moment where three thoughts get thrown away.

The unfortunate fact is that most if not all of you cannot see through my eyes and see what I'm seeing.
 
I got a rock thrown at me of sorts. My Bear, my #7 came to me and told me to calm down and think straight. I'll be back in a few minutes.
 
Demonic87 said:
You have yourself a good night, Matthew. It was fun conversing with you again, but you're tiring. Good luck and Godspeed, my good sir! Lol
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Lol, that has so many meanings to me.

My other best friend that I did actually abandon after he got Guillain Barre disease is what you are most likely subconsciously referencing without even knowing it. Unless you are a part of "they".

Because I have cold feet right now and because I'm not taking care of myself either.

But we are two completely different people as well.
 
Just know the carefully crafted narrative that you are trying to weave in carefully thought out consciousness is wiped out by my instincts and instant reflexes of my brain.
 
Well ... it looks like tonight is going to be that night again.

What night is that, MICHAEL!

The night where I go through all the threads and reply to everyone all at once of course!
 
I fear this will be sadly disappointing and that I won't be able to say much to add to the conversation.

I'm going to try to joke and comment my way back up to date, but something tells me all of this isn't really that interesting.

Prove me wrong.
 
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