the objectively good thing about edramatica is that it is so fucking sifficult to partake in and thats by design bc why the fuck would i want to constantly interact with a retard normie who isnt operating at nearly the same level ad me
why am i referencing ego death and mania so much because both happened to me so many fucking times against my will and i want to genuinel6 die because of jt
i never had the opportunity to properly express myself given the circumstances i was in at the time and it never not sucked to go thru that but now that im able to experience it in a way that I T R U L Y want to
evdrytjing i do from now on is a result of "ego death" but in reality im just doing what inwanted to do the entire time whether inwanted to comprehend that or not, whether i was aware o fit or not