the problem is that I often enough look underage, and when I was together with my ex... I mean we still kissing and hanging out together but very rarely, people give really weird look at us, people often confuse me for her little kid.
There is nothing and no one to report, I am also in Germany now, and all events happened in another country (except my ex being creep).
Who would you report nigger, it been ages ago.
Being raped when I was a kid and my dad making photosessions of my naked body and all my parthners being pedophiles.
My ex is pretty much a pedo, she keeps these fucked up pedo jokes and keep pointing about our age gap (she is 14 years older than me) and it fucking hurts me a lot, like she...
Well I don't even want to begin, I say nothing but if there is anyone accusing me in being satanist, cannibal, rapist, murderer, necrophile, pedophile or in incest and other fun activities, it is mostly not true.
So recently I start dressing up like goth or emo lolicon and harassing my ex, she surely finds it hot and idk what I expected, but it was just weird to play her fantasy there.
I feel bad.
Idk what to do in my life I am fucking lost.
I always wished not to have legs, would be a dream come true if something like that would happen to me
I always wanted to just lay on trail track so train would cut my legs, or shit like that.