I can only imagine, and by the looks of it I'll probably only be able to imagine it for the forseeable future.
That said, I liked smoking/snorting it, because it was a steady build up. Kinda like, sitting next to a heater after freezing your balls off and slowly warming up.
But they're SO MUCH...
Ah, I never shot up, just smoked it (hot knifed it; black tar is common on the West Coast) or snorted it (shuck it up with a bit of Clabber's baking powder, sometimes with a dash of cocaine for garnish). I did try to shoot up once but I didn't like the experience. When I started, knowing that...
Real talk: most people who OD either mix it with other depressants like alcohol, or shoot up (meaning they can't control the dose). When I used, I smoked/snorted it... it took a while to get high, but I would never be at a point where I could OD because I physically could tell if I was too high...
I concur: hobbies have helped keep my mind off my addiction, and it does get easier over time. It also helps that all of my coworkers are ex-addicts and we all got our shit together, which has helped a lot.
I also take nightly walks just to get some exercise in and get a bit of runner's high...
I thank God that I never got close to OD'ing, but that shit fucking sucks. I had a friend who mixed it with alcohol and was moments away from dying... thankfully my Mom was a nurse and administered CPR to save his life. That's why you should always do drugs at your parent's house.
Real talk, in a way I hate being clean, but I accept it as a consequence of being able to move forward in life again. Drugs are so much fun, and I'd be lying to myself if I claimed otherwise. The thing that sucked in the end was that I was stuck in a sort of holding pattern for years... couldn't...
Looking into DokuWiki, it's not built for something as large as ED.
We may be stuck with MediaWiki, at least if we want to keep ED in the form it's been known for.
If it's just a matter of hosting costs, that'll undoubtedly cost less man hours than trying to square this circle.
I mean if it works and the layout can be customized, then maaaaybe....
But looking into it some more and it looks like Bookstack has a very rigid "Shelf > Book > Chapter > Page" format.
Also templates aren't complex (no logic or macros), but if ED templates are all just "mini pages" then maybe...
No, some users may just have it private for everyone.
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(Shhh don't tell tasuviyo, but I can definitely see Crassmeister's profile. I'm just telling him that so he doesn't feel bad. But please dont let him know this)
That's fine, I have other AI tools for all the actual gooner shit I want to make. I kinda just wanna make my drawn characters be a bit more lively and less generic, y'know?