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There's the "I really did put you on ignore" tier There's the "I didn't really put you on ignore, but said I did and read everything anyway" tier

There's the "I'm never talking to you forever, but I will read what you write and judge you" tier

There's the "I can only respond to you with meaningless nonsense or 5 words or less" tier There's the "I'm leaving forever tier" that I was once a part of There's the "I do control things but I'm too busy and have a job and a family and a life" tier

I ate the pickle to represent the pickle that I'm in. Currently on a hunger strike. Let's create more tiers and tears while it is raining. There's the "Make me admin" tier There's the "Usurp the website" tier There's the "Let me host the website" tier And I'll think of more to follow as I'm...

I'm going to keep fighting the good fight. But now it is time for me to maybe eat something.

Making you remember what this site is all about is one of my goals. It's a noble one. Remember the fallen. Remember their struggles. Most of us didn't chose this. We fell into a trap. A trap that we can get out of, if only we abandon our principles.

Yes, the universe is still sending me messages: https://forums.edramatica.com/banners/EDFbanner61.gif

I want to be in the tier of EDF user that "I was just having a bad mood or a bad time and I happened into by accident, found out what this is all about, tried to describe it, show it to your face, and then make jokes and laugh and try to teach you things." That's the tier I want to belong to.

And of course, the tier of EDF user that was despicable and got exactly what they deserved because they wanted to fuck with other peoples lives to the point of them committing suicide. We should list those names or numbers out as well. I'm sure you have these lists somewhere in your private...

Because their names and legacies should be honored as well. I guess there is the tier of user that finally figured it out, found someone and went "happily ever after" as well. List some of the names of that tier of EDF user as well.

I also want to know what tier of EDF user I am. The one that is so aware of everything that "the forces in power" pull but refuses to give up. To the point of actually dying over this cause. List some names of the others that are or were in my tier of EDF user before their deaths.

And forget about the fact that this site has literally, not figuratively, killed a lot of people.

At least you took the time to read all of that garbage and give me this tag and restrict me again. That alone shows that you somewhat care about all of this. Go ahead and have your version of fun again.

Because one thing is absolutely for sure. I am right in principle about what I am fighting for AND I NO LONGER CARE ABOUT MY LIFE.

I am genuinely interested to see where this story goes. How many times are "they" going to fuck with the narrative. How many times are "they" either going to lie to me outright or manipulate everything. Like the business cards that are claimed to be put on windshields only to be taken away...

And no, I'm not mentally ill. That is only cover for you to protect the sheep that are questioning what I have written.

I am specifically sorry to certain people that do not want to see me go down this path. To those bridges that I have permanently burned. I'll log out for now and leave you alone once again so you can have your fun.

Schizo Homily #8 - This may be the last one You may not like this. I don't either. I'm not going to bore you with the actual scriptures. It was about the disciples trying to fish but failing, then Jesus telling them to cast the net at the end of the night to the right, but nobody knew it was...

You just don't like the fact that I nearly did actually kill myself last night. You don't want to see this happen again. You just wish I would stop challenging the world that will never back down from me and continue to tear me apart and wither me away. You don't want me to sacrifice myself to...

I'm sorry to you all. It isn't very often that I cry during a homily, but I did today because it was so poignant. So, get ready for Schizo Homily #8 (I think that is what we are on).