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Lol, that has so many meanings to me. My other best friend that I did actually abandon after he got Guillain Barre disease is what you are most likely subconsciously referencing without even knowing it. Unless you are a part of "they". Because I have cold feet right now and because I'm not...

I got a rock thrown at me of sorts. My Bear, my #7 came to me and told me to calm down and think straight. I'll be back in a few minutes.

That moment where three thoughts get thrown away. The unfortunate fact is that most if not all of you cannot see through my eyes and see what I'm seeing.

I'm in my old school Echo threads and I do wish I could find my special shoes. But I fear that had thrown them away in one of my bouts or doing this.

Do be aware my current state of mind is "where is the straw" "where is the light" "what am I doing right now"

1) It's up to you to let go of the fallacy that everybody within your circle actually care. Yes, but when has people not caring about things mattered in the long run. You fight for what's right. You fight for the people even if they don't deserve it. 2) Society is different than it was 30 or...

With so many forces pitted against me and with so much going on all the time, it is easy to give in and just take the easy way out. Not me. I'm going to continue to shine.

I might as well give you the latest tunes:

I do have to look out for actual frostbite tonight. I'm numbing the hell out of my system and I cannot feel things and I know my feet are cold. I'll keep coming back every few to tell you something else to make sure I don't actually hurt myself permanently.

More night raking! Hey, someone mentioned a raccoon and a raccoon happened to me like a few minutes later. How about that one? Coincidence or planned? Or does someone know the future better than I do? Probably the latter.

11:12 damn it! So, I'm not going to become "QuietCow"™ I've learned something new tonight. I've learned why "mutes" or "mute people" exist. Yeah, don't fucking do that either. That sucks as well. I got put into that "feeling" that can become permanent with other people who can't get out of...

And that is the difference between you and me my friend. I won't do that.

It's the circle of life!!!!♪♫ I guess @BiteySnek and me aren't that different after all. My circles just happen to be a feedback loop to protect those that I love when some shady forces come to try to knock us down. I'm about to get a lawyer disbarred. How is that for entertainment? The drama...

Consider that a shot across the bow those who are opposing me.

It's a win for tonight that I'm not going to go out and I'm not going to get more liquor to deal with this. That is the win. Whether or not I'm going through a half an ounce of ketamine every 10 days and using seltzers to ease this pain, I'll get to that later.

Now I have the ball and you don't like it. You want me to pass the ball like it has always been passed. But I'm not going to do that because this is bullshit. Someone has to be the cycle breaker. Someone has to be the combo breaker.

The thing that you all don't want to admit is that "Yeah, he's right" "How does he know?" "How did he know that exactly 7 days afterwards that this was going to be the moment for more?" Easy, because I told you that is my mind process. You are working within the bounds of the laws where you...

There are a bunch of other people on this forum who are having the very same but distinctly different experience. None of you seem to be able to put it into words to describe what it is that you are experiencing. Is me defining what I'm experiencing right or wrong. Yes or no. That is what I...

To serve those papers to my mother and make her sign for them? Fuck you. All offense.

I mean literally. What the fuck? Today's disaster. Court papers being served to serve a bench warrant for my best friend's arrest because they are being sneaky as shit and fucking with him at every chance they can get. "We put papers on your car" - Fucking lie! "We tried to call you" - Fucking...