haiko
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i was told not to do ecstasy if i thought i have depression, so i did it anyway half a year ago and the comedown wasnt bad at all, in fact i felt amazing for the whole week afterwards, so it turns out i most likely dont have depression. that night there was 4 of us + one guy who im sure was homeless and all of us were having a blast all night!
more recently i did it again with my friend, but she had to go home after having a breakdown, taking 5 strong pills and stumbling back to the pub sweating and shaking (oh yeah she didnt tell me they were way stronger than the ones we did last time). so le me, on just half a pill feeling gr8 m8, went to a nightclub and had a great time for about an hour before they closed - couldve gone sooner but there were so many police vans outside since that club is know for drugs and crime. next morning, i woke up with a fat lip from munching it all night. that shit made me so insecure for like 3 days but its fine.
so anyway i still had a pill in my purse, which me and aforementioned friend look the following night. obviously half a pill didnt do much to her since she has a tolerance, but oh boy did it fuck me up emotionally, i got sent home in a taxi for being too sad
ive read that xtc can permanently fuck up your dopamine whatevers, so ive been kinda scared to do it again, but the first time was so much fun id hate not to. what do we think?
more recently i did it again with my friend, but she had to go home after having a breakdown, taking 5 strong pills and stumbling back to the pub sweating and shaking (oh yeah she didnt tell me they were way stronger than the ones we did last time). so le me, on just half a pill feeling gr8 m8, went to a nightclub and had a great time for about an hour before they closed - couldve gone sooner but there were so many police vans outside since that club is know for drugs and crime. next morning, i woke up with a fat lip from munching it all night. that shit made me so insecure for like 3 days but its fine.
so anyway i still had a pill in my purse, which me and aforementioned friend look the following night. obviously half a pill didnt do much to her since she has a tolerance, but oh boy did it fuck me up emotionally, i got sent home in a taxi for being too sad
ive read that xtc can permanently fuck up your dopamine whatevers, so ive been kinda scared to do it again, but the first time was so much fun id hate not to. what do we think?