Its been 3 weeks since I had a drink because Im taking a tolerance break after cutting back and I hate everything about being sober. Weed only helps take the edge off and allows for some shity sleep. Over the past year ive gone from like a fifth of vodka a day, to a pint, to maybe 3 or 4 beers after work recently. I just wanna get fucked up.
God I want to kill myself
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u need a hobby dude
I quit drinking a month and a half ago, man. It's not easy, but it's doable. Like airduster said, get a hobby, go for walks or exercise, try breathing techniques.
My advice is to slow your roll while drinking. Do a few quick shots of cheap shit to get a buzz on, then crack a Steel Reserve tallboy and savor it. Really take your time with it. The drunk that you'll get will be very mellow and satisfying.
Does your steel reserve taste better before or after you suck on AIDS infested black cock?
i have the opposite problem. i need to reset my weed tolerance badly but every time i get close i lose all control, vape a shitload over a day or two, and go back to square one. i don't even like being drunk anymore
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Don't do it. Lately I've been reading simulation philosophy; if we're all programs that means you are completely erased from the system or you're reloaded into an even shittier existence.
I think for the lulz that the programmer would make it a transmigration and you'd get to keep all your memories from this world.
Would be kind of funny if you kept programming someone to repulsise women and keep running one incarnation after another where they can't get laid and they're aware of it.
I think for the lulz that the programmer would make it a transmigration and you'd get to keep all your memories from this world.
Would be kind of funny if you kept programming someone to repulsise women and keep running one incarnation after another where they can't get laid and they're aware of it.
Killing yourself is gay.
Same. I had to get up heroin because i overdose way too much. Just remember vividly the reasons you want to take a break. It helps me
Stick to kratom. I’d hate for the world to lose someone as special and beautiful as you.
Real talk, in a way I hate being clean, but I accept it as a consequence of being able to move forward in life again. Drugs are so much fun, and I'd be lying to myself if I claimed otherwise. The thing that sucked in the end was that I was stuck in a sort of holding pattern for years... couldn't move forward, just always keeping my head above water. I got tired of that, especially as I get older and I can't get away with not doing anything.
I gotta give extra credit to all the drinkers out there... for me I can't just go to Target or Walmart and buy black tar and coke, I had to move away from San Francisco just to ensure I can't easily pick shit up anywhere. But alcohol is sold everywhere. One of my best friends from high school does nothing but drink and travel. He his a husk of his younger self.
You can do it, it can get better!
I thank God that I never got close to OD'ing, but that shit fucking sucks. I had a friend who mixed it with alcohol and was moments away from dying... thankfully my Mom was a nurse and administered CPR to save his life. That's why you should always do drugs at your parent's house.
I concur: hobbies have helped keep my mind off my addiction, and it does get easier over time. It also helps that all of my coworkers are ex-addicts and we all got our shit together, which has helped a lot.
I also take nightly walks just to get some exercise in and get a bit of runner's high. Even fresh air kinds helps (at least as long as you're not withdrawling)
you make it sound like doing heroin is fine under normal circumstances
you could always get a hobby... like making alcohol. wine/mead is fucking easy to make even with trash resources like walmart juice and bread yeast. lots of channels on jewtube for making any kind of alcohol you can imagine; from whiskey tribe, still in the clear, still it, bearded and bored, to citysteading brews, man made mead, etc.
oh, maybe this isnt such a good hobby for a recovering alcoholic.
By the time the fermentation process was over with like with the mead in general, he'd have more time under his belt in the sobriety process. That means it'll be easier to abstain from the booze and can sell the fruits of his labor to the local drinks for a profit!
Im not trying to stay sober, but i absolutely need to cut back and reassess my relationship with alcohol. Like downing a fifth a day 4 or 5 days a week was right after my dad died last june and I was not in a happy place. Going down to a pint which is like 7-8 drinks was dooable and I could still show up to work the next day sober. less than that tho i feel nothing and its not doing my physical health any good.
it isnt?
I quit drinking for good a year ago. You're pretty close to where it gets easier. Just keep going. The first month is about the time you stop wanting it so bad. I would honestly try going as long as you can without drinking even if you don't want to stay sober permanently.