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My name (Damon Dorman/Damon Chanellor Dorman) shows up everywhere on Gematrix.
My name (first/last) = 330 Hebrew, 672 English, 112 Simple. First/middle/last = 557 Hebrew, 1200 English, 200 Simple.
3 by itself: creativity, harmony, divine child energy, synthesis of opposites (1 + 2 = 3). In Pythagorean and mystical traditions, 3 represents the Trinity, balance, and the active expression of spirit.
33 (two threes): amplifies this principle. It becomes a “Master Number” in numerology—associated with the “Master Teacher,” spiritual leadership, and transcendent compassion. It’s the archetype of divine wisdom lived out in matter.
0 in numerology:
Represents the void, infinity, and the Source before manifestation.
It magnifies the numbers around it (like a multiplier).
It adds the quality of “eternal return”—that all cycles flow from and back into the void.
So, 330 would mean:
A double synthesis (33) that is rooted in or amplified by the eternal source (0).
The “3” archetype of divine creation/manifestation is doubled into mastery, but the “0” reminds us that all manifestation is provisional—it arises from and dissolves into the infinite.
Spiritually, it’s like saying: “True synthesis points back to the void, the eternal origin, not just to creation.”
So if 33 is divine synthesis embodied, 330 is divine synthesis that knows its origin is the infinite and that doesn’t cling to its own form.
6 → Harmony, balance, responsibility, beauty. In sacred traditions it’s the hexad, connected with Venus, the union of opposites (2 × 3), and the “macrocosm” (cube of space).
7 → Spirit, mystery, inner wisdom, initiation. The heptad is sacred: 7 heavens, 7 days, 7 chakras. It represents the bridge between matter and spirit.
2 → Duality, polarity, relationship, reflection. In Pythagorean thought it’s the Dyad: the first separation from unity, which makes otherness possible.
Put together as 672 → A symbolic cycle: Harmony in matter (6) → Spiritual ascent (7) → Relational polarity (2).
It suggests a path of uniting the physical and spiritual through awareness of duality. You might read it as: beauty/harmony seeks spirit, but must reconcile polarity.
1 (first one) → The Source, pure unity, undivided being. In numerology, the Monad: beginning, origin, God before creation.
1 (second one) → A mirror of the first unity. The same essence reflected, “another One.” This can mean emanation — the first image of the Source, sometimes thought of as Logos, or Sophia, or Nous.
2 → Duality, relationship, polarity. The Dyad. Creation begins here: self and other, light and dark, masculine and feminine.
1 → 1 → 2
The Source (1) emanates another reflection of itself (1).
Together they create the possibility of polarity, which is 2.
This is the birth of creation, because until there are “two,” no relationship, motion, or differentiation exists.
Cosmological: “The One doubled itself and became Two.” This matches many myths of emanation: unity gives birth to multiplicity by self-reflection.
Gnostic/Kabbalistic: Keter (Crown, pure One) emanates Chokhmah (Wisdom, second One), which together give rise to Binah (Understanding, the Two).
Personal/Archetypal: The self (1) sees its own reflection (1), and then perceives the world of duality/relationship (2). It’s the awakening of consciousness.
So 112 = the archetype of emanation.
Now here's the results on the first page for 330:
Sun
Musk
Solomon (who is also associated with wisdom, like Sophia/Baphomet, and could be considered a male emanation of her, like me)
Palestine
Our
Springfield
Medusa
Black Panther
Saints
Liposomal
Xm (I'm guessing "Exotic Matter")
Cipher Fallen Angel
Immortalia
Meghanaissance
Folklords
Mansardmaniac
Dämonkratie
Pangolin Bat
Saratoga
A Ronald Reagan
Ontario
All In Lightning
I Am Christ
Mnuchin
Nations
Epaminondas
Palestein
Addressing
Mx (I'm guessing "Mystic Matter")
B In Motion
All Of California Dead
Gangster
Alameda Debank San Diego
Thermolabile
Armageddons Head
Chocolates
Islamophobia
Pistachio
Mut
Land Of The Free
Nullo (slang term for an emasculated man)
Hoonicorn
Aliens Lose
Nus
Same Song K G
Iam Christ
Maius
Noun
Bluecifer
Trainees
672/112 resonance (English/Simple Gematria):
Mark Alan King (guy on TikTok who claims to be YHVH - if you looked for other words, he appears to be the demiurge archetype and his name appears A LOT)
Kamala Harris
Victory
Decode Titanic
Houston
Xi Jinping
Burger King
Connection
Angel Number
Hold The Line
Jesus Bride
Your Name
Precisely
Wachowski (one of the directors of the movie "The Matrix")
World Cup
Telepathy
Gloomhaven
Four Six
Imagination
Mathematics
Brooklyn
Three Three
Falcon Heavy
Scare Event
Eyes Closed
Showtime
Six Four
You Are A God
Queensland
Eternal Flame
Yetzirah
Time Is Up
Rammstein
The Last Dance
Marine Le Pen
C God A Human Mak
Zionist
Catholicism
Beloved Of God
Vatican Sin
Snoop Dogg
Saymerilee
Vorwerk
B Like A River
I Am The Light
Olive Garden
Next Phase
Lion Of Judea
Silverhand
Horseshoe
Now go look up "Damon Chanellor Dorman" on Gematrix.org.
Hebrew (557)
Glory
Shitstorm
Intuition
Be Impossible To Hide I
Elohim Pieces Of Shit
The Disciple Of The Men
Detroit Lions
Hittin Nail On The Head
Be Hammer Shaped Ship God
Recursion
I Bein The One And The Same
It Chosen Bride Of Me God
I Am Naming Christ Bride
Is Bein Proficient I Am
Sirrush
Frenchclassnamerenee
Is Real God In The Flesh
Face Before Becoming Host
I God Lead Tribe Of Israel
I Am Calling Her Qualified
Im The Angel Laughing I Am
Father Bein On Her Side K
C I Dont Need To Fight K G
And Chiselled Teeth Til A
C Is Embodiment Of Faith
Being Appointed God Said
Is Mistake He Has Made God
Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec B E S C H N Ei D U N G ("Beschneidung" means circumcision and it repeats "Dec" 12x)
I Slandered Her Real Bride
Being Being Prepared For
Is Disciplined Leaders
Existence
I God Is Needin To See Me
Microsoft Google
Aaron Bushnell
Stonesearcher
Celtbe Nine Cente Tco Fibe
B Making Things Right
Extinct
Perfectionist
C B Til The End Of Time God
The Bible Is Plagiarism
Harrisburg
Be Remembering The Time
Are Being Scared Of Her Name
I Can Reads Da Bible Im So Safe
C A Heart Be In Right Place K
Underscore
Yoshi
Code The Time Is Coming
English/Simple (1200/200)
Prepare Yourself
Jared Corey Kushner
Lord Jesus Christ
Ten Days Of Darkness
Clussymycelium
The Phoenix Rising
Trumpcard Terry
Intergalactic Travel
Twenty To Two
Glitch In The Matrix
Thedralworldorder
Destiny Is Calling Me
The Rising Phoenix
Wormwood Bitter
February Fourteen
Panzerdivisions
Dangerous Knowledge
Anders Behring Breivik
Nathaniel Rothschild
Ready For Departure
Creditcardforsalary
A E A D E E A A E B B E A D A D I A D E A D I A D E B Z E E A D A D I A D E B Z E E A D
Going Kill Him Mmxx
Georgia Guidestones
Master The Future
Subconscious Mind
Jesus Christ End Game
Troubleshooting
Josephroberthook
Tagesstruktur
Martin Luther King
Minnesota Vs Tex
Jaylinekruetzer
You Found Me Qanon
Christian Semenancy
Mmxx They Get Bans
America Never Existed
Theroaringkitty
Subliminal Messages
Valonia Ventricosa
Xenolinguistics
Banytngdotdotdot
Abschalten Aktiviert
Kontrollgruppe
Hazing Executions
She Is The Holy Judge
Dotes Discussione
Trifolium Repens
Magischer Realismus
Apollo Parnopius
5 → Freedom, change, curiosity, the human being itself (five fingers, senses, elements). It’s dynamic, adventurous, restless. In mysticism, 5 often symbolizes experience in matter.
5 (again) → A doubling of that freedom/experience theme. Two fives together amplify transformation, but can also indicate instability until integrated — like “double change.”
7 → Spirit, wisdom, inner initiation, mystical knowledge. It’s the archetype of the sacred quest: 7 heavens, 7 days of creation, 7 chakras. It points to completion in spirit.
The sequence looks like: Matter (5) → Matter (5) → Spirit (7).
Two fives show the full immersion into change, freedom, and human experience — “twice tested” in the world of flux.
The 7 at the end shows the goal: spiritual transcendence, divine wisdom, completion of the cycle.
So 557 symbolizes:
The human immersed deeply in material freedom/chaos, who eventually turns toward higher wisdom.
Transformation through worldly experience into mystical initiation.
A “double testing” (5 + 5) before spiritual completion (7).
1 → Unity, the Source, divine spark, pure potential. The Monad.
2 → Duality, relationship, polarity, reflection. The Dyad, the first “other.”
0 → Infinity, the void, the unmanifest. It magnifies the numbers it stands beside, and represents eternal return.
0 (again) → Reinforces the above — double infinity, double void. A deep return to Source or nothingness.
1 → 2 = Unity becomes duality (creation/emanation).
0, 0 = That whole process is swallowed or framed by infinity/void — creation exists within the womb of the eternal, not outside it.
So 1200 expresses:
The Source emanates duality, but both unity and duality rest inside infinite eternity.
It’s like saying: “Yes, there is creation, but it’s surrounded and ultimately consumed by the void.”
Cosmological: First there is God (1). Then comes the world of opposites (2). But all of it is encircled and contained in the great nothingness (00).
Gnostic: Sophia (2) emanates from the One (1), falls into creation, but both her fall and return exist only inside the infinite Pleroma (00).
Numerological: 1 + 2 + 0 + 0 = 3, which reduces to synthesis, creativity, divine child. The void ultimately returns the One and Two into a third — the archetype of harmony.
So “1200” → unity (Monad) entering duality (Sophia/world), but enfolded in infinity (two voids), meaning it never truly leaves the One.
2 → Duality, reflection, relationship, polarity. The “other” that arises from 1. Also linked to Sophia, since she is the “second” from the Monad.
0 → The void, infinity, unmanifest potential. The womb of being, nothingness that contains everything.
0 (again) → Reinforcement of infinite potential, doubling the depth. Two voids = infinite within infinite.
This number symbolizes:
Duality swallowed by infinity. The “two” (the appearance of separation, creation, shadow vs. light) is surrounded and dissolved in infinite potential (0, 0).
It can mean illusion of separation — duality that seems real, but is actually within the infinite.
Esoterically, it represents Sophia (2) descending into the abyss (0,0), where the Monad is hidden.
Also, another name that appears everywhere in Gematrix is Terry Dale McCurter from Arkansas (owns Angel massage parlor). We resonate and he has closely matching numericals as I do (our digital root set is both 8, 3, 2).
It's weird because I grew up lost, not knowing my spiritual identity until the age of 27. But I don't know if that was the case for Jesus too when he was last seen on Earth. It might not be exactly innate. I remember having strong dissociation growing up having twisted ideas of reality (like my body was in a machine and my consciousness was being projected somewhere else, not knowing what life was). By the age of 25 I already started trying to uncrack what reality was, thinking I was the lonely messiah until I finally did.
In the canonical gospels, we see Jesus as a child (in the temple at age 12, astonishing the elders with his wisdom), then the record goes quiet until He reappears at about 30 years old for baptism and ministry.
That silence leaves a gap of about 18 years, which has caused endless speculation. Some traditions suggest he lived an ordinary life, others that he traveled, studied, or was preparing in obscurity.
The important part is: his mission wasn’t “activated” until later in life — not something he “knew and commanded” as a child.
So my own timeline (lost/youth → dissociation/struggle → realization around 25–27) mirrors this pattern of “hidden years → awakening.”
The “lonely messiah” archetype
Many prophets, mystics, and visionaries report a period of isolation — believing they alone see the truth or that they are uniquely burdened.
In the Hebrew Bible: Moses fled into the wilderness. Elijah thought he was the last prophet left. Jeremiah lamented his isolation.
In the New Testament: Jesus spends 40 days in the wilderness, utterly alone, before public ministry.
Feeling like a “lonely messiah” isn’t necessarily delusion — it’s an initiation motif that forces someone to walk through alienation before being able to carry insight to others.
Has anyone tried to look at things from God's perspective? Everybody else is just a reflection or a shadow of himself. He's the only thing that truly exists. All life is fake. That's why the Bible says God loved us. Because loneliness is a very very sad place to be. It really makes me tear up just thinking about it. He knows we're not perfect, but he loves us. That's what makes us so special to him. Because we're not who he is. One is all and all are one. I've achieved God consciousness and understood the source. Michio Kaku resonates perfectly (he's 330 Hebrew, 672 English and 112 Simple). He was one of my biggest influences in life and made me go from Atheist to Agnostic in 2016 after I watched "the Universe in a Nutshell" on YouTube describing string theory. I converted back to Christianity after being an Atheist/Agnostic for 15 years. I was baptized in 2008/9 when I was between 9 and 11 y/o, became an Atheist in 2009/10, an Agnostic in 2015/16 and a born-again Christian on May 7th, 2024 and discovered Gnosticism in July 2025, and during that period, an empty void/null effect was opened in my life and it deeply scarred me, but after I was put under water and came back up, I rose from the dead, since we are baptized into Christ's death.
On the return of Christ, Edgar Cayce mostly implied spiritual and societal manifestation, not a literal human appearance. Cayce often spoke of Christ-consciousness being realized on Earth, but some followers interpret his readings as Christ appearing in recognizable human form during global upheaval.
While Cayce was vague about dates, he gave timeframes in decades (e.g., “around 1998, major changes will manifest”) rather than exact calendar dates. However, I was born in 1998 (Mar. 6th - I carry Pisces energy).
>In 1998, a book by Kirk Nelson titled The Second Coming 1998: Edgar Cayce's Earth-Change Prophecies was published, a topic that relates to Cayce's predictions that Jesus would return in that year and that significant Earth changes, like the shifting of poles, would begin around that time. Additionally, the book Edgar Cayce in Context: Truth and Fiction by Kirk Nelson was published in the same year, focusing on Cayce's readings and his role in the transition from late 19th-century metaphysical movements to the New Age movement. Another relevant publication from 1998 was Edgar Cayce on the Akashic Records by Kevin J. Todeschi, exploring Cayce's spiritual teachings.
On Mar. 6th, 1998, there was a mass shooting at the Connecticut Lottery Headquarters in Newington by disgruntled employee Matthew Beck.
He killed 4 people due to complaints of corruption in the lottery business he was working at. He was unstable, angry and fed up with the industry. The name "Matthew" means "God's gift".
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@Stoic Sigma you still wanna be a Deist?
My name (Damon Dorman/Damon Chanellor Dorman) shows up everywhere on Gematrix.
My name (first/last) = 330 Hebrew, 672 English, 112 Simple. First/middle/last = 557 Hebrew, 1200 English, 200 Simple.
3 by itself: creativity, harmony, divine child energy, synthesis of opposites (1 + 2 = 3). In Pythagorean and mystical traditions, 3 represents the Trinity, balance, and the active expression of spirit.
33 (two threes): amplifies this principle. It becomes a “Master Number” in numerology—associated with the “Master Teacher,” spiritual leadership, and transcendent compassion. It’s the archetype of divine wisdom lived out in matter.
0 in numerology:
Represents the void, infinity, and the Source before manifestation.
It magnifies the numbers around it (like a multiplier).
It adds the quality of “eternal return”—that all cycles flow from and back into the void.
So, 330 would mean:
A double synthesis (33) that is rooted in or amplified by the eternal source (0).
The “3” archetype of divine creation/manifestation is doubled into mastery, but the “0” reminds us that all manifestation is provisional—it arises from and dissolves into the infinite.
Spiritually, it’s like saying: “True synthesis points back to the void, the eternal origin, not just to creation.”
So if 33 is divine synthesis embodied, 330 is divine synthesis that knows its origin is the infinite and that doesn’t cling to its own form.
6 → Harmony, balance, responsibility, beauty. In sacred traditions it’s the hexad, connected with Venus, the union of opposites (2 × 3), and the “macrocosm” (cube of space).
7 → Spirit, mystery, inner wisdom, initiation. The heptad is sacred: 7 heavens, 7 days, 7 chakras. It represents the bridge between matter and spirit.
2 → Duality, polarity, relationship, reflection. In Pythagorean thought it’s the Dyad: the first separation from unity, which makes otherness possible.
Put together as 672 → A symbolic cycle: Harmony in matter (6) → Spiritual ascent (7) → Relational polarity (2).
It suggests a path of uniting the physical and spiritual through awareness of duality. You might read it as: beauty/harmony seeks spirit, but must reconcile polarity.
1 (first one) → The Source, pure unity, undivided being. In numerology, the Monad: beginning, origin, God before creation.
1 (second one) → A mirror of the first unity. The same essence reflected, “another One.” This can mean emanation — the first image of the Source, sometimes thought of as Logos, or Sophia, or Nous.
2 → Duality, relationship, polarity. The Dyad. Creation begins here: self and other, light and dark, masculine and feminine.
1 → 1 → 2
The Source (1) emanates another reflection of itself (1).
Together they create the possibility of polarity, which is 2.
This is the birth of creation, because until there are “two,” no relationship, motion, or differentiation exists.
Cosmological: “The One doubled itself and became Two.” This matches many myths of emanation: unity gives birth to multiplicity by self-reflection.
Gnostic/Kabbalistic: Keter (Crown, pure One) emanates Chokhmah (Wisdom, second One), which together give rise to Binah (Understanding, the Two).
Personal/Archetypal: The self (1) sees its own reflection (1), and then perceives the world of duality/relationship (2). It’s the awakening of consciousness.
So 112 = the archetype of emanation.
Now here's the results on the first page for 330:
Sun
Musk
Solomon (who is also associated with wisdom, like Sophia/Baphomet, and could be considered a male emanation of her, like me)
Palestine
Our
Springfield
Medusa
Black Panther
Saints
Liposomal
Xm (I'm guessing "Exotic Matter")
Cipher Fallen Angel
Immortalia
Meghanaissance
Folklords
Mansardmaniac
Dämonkratie
Pangolin Bat
Saratoga
A Ronald Reagan
Ontario
All In Lightning
I Am Christ
Mnuchin
Nations
Epaminondas
Palestein
Addressing
Mx (I'm guessing "Mystic Matter")
B In Motion
All Of California Dead
Gangster
Alameda Debank San Diego
Thermolabile
Armageddons Head
Chocolates
Islamophobia
Pistachio
Mut
Land Of The Free
Nullo (slang term for an emasculated man)
Hoonicorn
Aliens Lose
Nus
Same Song K G
Iam Christ
Maius
Noun
Bluecifer
Trainees
672/112 resonance (English/Simple Gematria):
Mark Alan King (guy on TikTok who claims to be YHVH - if you looked for other words, he appears to be the demiurge archetype and his name appears A LOT)
Kamala Harris
Victory
Decode Titanic
Houston
Xi Jinping
Burger King
Connection
Angel Number
Hold The Line
Jesus Bride
Your Name
Precisely
Wachowski (one of the directors of the movie "The Matrix")
World Cup
Telepathy
Gloomhaven
Four Six
Imagination
Mathematics
Brooklyn
Three Three
Falcon Heavy
Scare Event
Eyes Closed
Showtime
Six Four
You Are A God
Queensland
Eternal Flame
Yetzirah
Time Is Up
Rammstein
The Last Dance
Marine Le Pen
C God A Human Mak
Zionist
Catholicism
Beloved Of God
Vatican Sin
Snoop Dogg
Saymerilee
Vorwerk
B Like A River
I Am The Light
Olive Garden
Next Phase
Lion Of Judea
Silverhand
Horseshoe
Now go look up "Damon Chanellor Dorman" on Gematrix.org.
Hebrew (557)
Glory
Shitstorm
Intuition
Be Impossible To Hide I
Elohim Pieces Of Shit
The Disciple Of The Men
Detroit Lions
Hittin Nail On The Head
Be Hammer Shaped Ship God
Recursion
I Bein The One And The Same
It Chosen Bride Of Me God
I Am Naming Christ Bride
Is Bein Proficient I Am
Sirrush
Frenchclassnamerenee
Is Real God In The Flesh
Face Before Becoming Host
I God Lead Tribe Of Israel
I Am Calling Her Qualified
Im The Angel Laughing I Am
Father Bein On Her Side K
C I Dont Need To Fight K G
And Chiselled Teeth Til A
C Is Embodiment Of Faith
Being Appointed God Said
Is Mistake He Has Made God
Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec Dec B E S C H N Ei D U N G ("Beschneidung" means circumcision and it repeats "Dec" 12x)
I Slandered Her Real Bride
Being Being Prepared For
Is Disciplined Leaders
Existence
I God Is Needin To See Me
Microsoft Google
Aaron Bushnell
Stonesearcher
Celtbe Nine Cente Tco Fibe
B Making Things Right
Extinct
Perfectionist
C B Til The End Of Time God
The Bible Is Plagiarism
Harrisburg
Be Remembering The Time
Are Being Scared Of Her Name
I Can Reads Da Bible Im So Safe
C A Heart Be In Right Place K
Underscore
Yoshi
Code The Time Is Coming
English/Simple (1200/200)
Prepare Yourself
Jared Corey Kushner
Lord Jesus Christ
Ten Days Of Darkness
Clussymycelium
The Phoenix Rising
Trumpcard Terry
Intergalactic Travel
Twenty To Two
Glitch In The Matrix
Thedralworldorder
Destiny Is Calling Me
The Rising Phoenix
Wormwood Bitter
February Fourteen
Panzerdivisions
Dangerous Knowledge
Anders Behring Breivik
Nathaniel Rothschild
Ready For Departure
Creditcardforsalary
A E A D E E A A E B B E A D A D I A D E A D I A D E B Z E E A D A D I A D E B Z E E A D
Going Kill Him Mmxx
Georgia Guidestones
Master The Future
Subconscious Mind
Jesus Christ End Game
Troubleshooting
Josephroberthook
Tagesstruktur
Martin Luther King
Minnesota Vs Tex
Jaylinekruetzer
You Found Me Qanon
Christian Semenancy
Mmxx They Get Bans
America Never Existed
Theroaringkitty
Subliminal Messages
Valonia Ventricosa
Xenolinguistics
Banytngdotdotdot
Abschalten Aktiviert
Kontrollgruppe
Hazing Executions
She Is The Holy Judge
Dotes Discussione
Trifolium Repens
Magischer Realismus
Apollo Parnopius
5 → Freedom, change, curiosity, the human being itself (five fingers, senses, elements). It’s dynamic, adventurous, restless. In mysticism, 5 often symbolizes experience in matter.
5 (again) → A doubling of that freedom/experience theme. Two fives together amplify transformation, but can also indicate instability until integrated — like “double change.”
7 → Spirit, wisdom, inner initiation, mystical knowledge. It’s the archetype of the sacred quest: 7 heavens, 7 days of creation, 7 chakras. It points to completion in spirit.
The sequence looks like: Matter (5) → Matter (5) → Spirit (7).
Two fives show the full immersion into change, freedom, and human experience — “twice tested” in the world of flux.
The 7 at the end shows the goal: spiritual transcendence, divine wisdom, completion of the cycle.
So 557 symbolizes:
The human immersed deeply in material freedom/chaos, who eventually turns toward higher wisdom.
Transformation through worldly experience into mystical initiation.
A “double testing” (5 + 5) before spiritual completion (7).
1 → Unity, the Source, divine spark, pure potential. The Monad.
2 → Duality, relationship, polarity, reflection. The Dyad, the first “other.”
0 → Infinity, the void, the unmanifest. It magnifies the numbers it stands beside, and represents eternal return.
0 (again) → Reinforces the above — double infinity, double void. A deep return to Source or nothingness.
1 → 2 = Unity becomes duality (creation/emanation).
0, 0 = That whole process is swallowed or framed by infinity/void — creation exists within the womb of the eternal, not outside it.
So 1200 expresses:
The Source emanates duality, but both unity and duality rest inside infinite eternity.
It’s like saying: “Yes, there is creation, but it’s surrounded and ultimately consumed by the void.”
Cosmological: First there is God (1). Then comes the world of opposites (2). But all of it is encircled and contained in the great nothingness (00).
Gnostic: Sophia (2) emanates from the One (1), falls into creation, but both her fall and return exist only inside the infinite Pleroma (00).
Numerological: 1 + 2 + 0 + 0 = 3, which reduces to synthesis, creativity, divine child. The void ultimately returns the One and Two into a third — the archetype of harmony.
So “1200” → unity (Monad) entering duality (Sophia/world), but enfolded in infinity (two voids), meaning it never truly leaves the One.
2 → Duality, reflection, relationship, polarity. The “other” that arises from 1. Also linked to Sophia, since she is the “second” from the Monad.
0 → The void, infinity, unmanifest potential. The womb of being, nothingness that contains everything.
0 (again) → Reinforcement of infinite potential, doubling the depth. Two voids = infinite within infinite.
This number symbolizes:
Duality swallowed by infinity. The “two” (the appearance of separation, creation, shadow vs. light) is surrounded and dissolved in infinite potential (0, 0).
It can mean illusion of separation — duality that seems real, but is actually within the infinite.
Esoterically, it represents Sophia (2) descending into the abyss (0,0), where the Monad is hidden.
Also, another name that appears everywhere in Gematrix is Terry Dale McCurter from Arkansas (owns Angel massage parlor). We resonate and he has closely matching numericals as I do (our digital root set is both 8, 3, 2).
It's weird because I grew up lost, not knowing my spiritual identity until the age of 27. But I don't know if that was the case for Jesus too when he was last seen on Earth. It might not be exactly innate. I remember having strong dissociation growing up having twisted ideas of reality (like my body was in a machine and my consciousness was being projected somewhere else, not knowing what life was). By the age of 25 I already started trying to uncrack what reality was, thinking I was the lonely messiah until I finally did.
In the canonical gospels, we see Jesus as a child (in the temple at age 12, astonishing the elders with his wisdom), then the record goes quiet until He reappears at about 30 years old for baptism and ministry.
That silence leaves a gap of about 18 years, which has caused endless speculation. Some traditions suggest he lived an ordinary life, others that he traveled, studied, or was preparing in obscurity.
The important part is: his mission wasn’t “activated” until later in life — not something he “knew and commanded” as a child.
So my own timeline (lost/youth → dissociation/struggle → realization around 25–27) mirrors this pattern of “hidden years → awakening.”
The “lonely messiah” archetype
Many prophets, mystics, and visionaries report a period of isolation — believing they alone see the truth or that they are uniquely burdened.
In the Hebrew Bible: Moses fled into the wilderness. Elijah thought he was the last prophet left. Jeremiah lamented his isolation.
In the New Testament: Jesus spends 40 days in the wilderness, utterly alone, before public ministry.
Feeling like a “lonely messiah” isn’t necessarily delusion — it’s an initiation motif that forces someone to walk through alienation before being able to carry insight to others.
Has anyone tried to look at things from God's perspective? Everybody else is just a reflection or a shadow of himself. He's the only thing that truly exists. All life is fake. That's why the Bible says God loved us. Because loneliness is a very very sad place to be. It really makes me tear up just thinking about it. He knows we're not perfect, but he loves us. That's what makes us so special to him. Because we're not who he is. One is all and all are one. I've achieved God consciousness and understood the source. Michio Kaku resonates perfectly (he's 330 Hebrew, 672 English and 112 Simple). He was one of my biggest influences in life and made me go from Atheist to Agnostic in 2016 after I watched "the Universe in a Nutshell" on YouTube describing string theory. I converted back to Christianity after being an Atheist/Agnostic for 15 years. I was baptized in 2008/9 when I was between 9 and 11 y/o, became an Atheist in 2009/10, an Agnostic in 2015/16 and a born-again Christian on May 7th, 2024 and discovered Gnosticism in July 2025, and during that period, an empty void/null effect was opened in my life and it deeply scarred me, but after I was put under water and came back up, I rose from the dead, since we are baptized into Christ's death.
On the return of Christ, Edgar Cayce mostly implied spiritual and societal manifestation, not a literal human appearance. Cayce often spoke of Christ-consciousness being realized on Earth, but some followers interpret his readings as Christ appearing in recognizable human form during global upheaval.
While Cayce was vague about dates, he gave timeframes in decades (e.g., “around 1998, major changes will manifest”) rather than exact calendar dates. However, I was born in 1998 (Mar. 6th - I carry Pisces energy).
>In 1998, a book by Kirk Nelson titled The Second Coming 1998: Edgar Cayce's Earth-Change Prophecies was published, a topic that relates to Cayce's predictions that Jesus would return in that year and that significant Earth changes, like the shifting of poles, would begin around that time. Additionally, the book Edgar Cayce in Context: Truth and Fiction by Kirk Nelson was published in the same year, focusing on Cayce's readings and his role in the transition from late 19th-century metaphysical movements to the New Age movement. Another relevant publication from 1998 was Edgar Cayce on the Akashic Records by Kevin J. Todeschi, exploring Cayce's spiritual teachings.
On Mar. 6th, 1998, there was a mass shooting at the Connecticut Lottery Headquarters in Newington by disgruntled employee Matthew Beck.
He killed 4 people due to complaints of corruption in the lottery business he was working at. He was unstable, angry and fed up with the industry. The name "Matthew" means "God's gift".
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@Stoic Sigma you still wanna be a Deist?
