I have nothing to live for and will be killing myself soon probably
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what u want us to do
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flunking out of vector calculus? i know a guy who is totally hopeless with mathematics.
even simple arithmetic causes him great misery. he has been struggling to find decent work for 15+ years.
he's very smart and would make a great journalist----but that field is dying out.
even simple arithmetic causes him great misery. he has been struggling to find decent work for 15+ years.
he's very smart and would make a great journalist----but that field is dying out.
That isn’t vector calculus it’s category theory RETARD
Stoic Sigma
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can I watch?
I suggest not doing that. People who are genuinely suicidal should use that energy to not give a fuck in a constructive manner. Sell everything, invest in a vial of LSD and wander off into the unknown
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Suicidal people are by definition stupid. If OP is truly retarded then there's nothing we can do to save him.
So OP, are you a retard?
yes I am a worthless fucking retard who can't find an entry level job despite having a master's in math please kill me. I want to kill myself. I need to be dead. I have no future
nah bro, entry level job search just sucks anal warts, that's just life these days. If nothing else works, get help with that.
HR is a kind of adult daycare job where they basically just check if you are like them. So you have to act like that is the case. This should be achievable as that is public information.
For example, this jewish woman has an entire article how to get around people like her: https://www.ikeygreene.com/resources/mastering-job-interviews-guide
And when I read that, I absolutely hate shit like "get camwhore equipment so you can nail the remote interview", but the truth is it probably works. Same with the first paragraph, "your motivation beyond the paycheck", nigga there is none. It's a simple exchange of my working time against money, but HR faggots want to hear shit like that, so make up something convincing.
oh n if your local job market is shit you probably won't get around becoming a filthy immigrant at some level, meaning applying wherever and moving where they take you. Or accepting a soul crushing commute.
I agree with all this but would add that you also somehow have to find a way to stand out without being viewed as non-normie. On applications I have turned in that were all info asked for, resume attached, and pro looking, leaving a statement somewhere that made me seem like an honest human got me at least a callback.
Then again, I worked in restaurants, which is not your industry; idk what the fuck you are doing with a math degree except teaching more people math.
On the other-other hand, I have heard from some people that they cannot even get or hold dishwashing jobs, much less anything involving fire, so who can say. Bigger restaurants with corporate structures have HR and culture and everything.
Helps to not be a boring and unrelatable faggot who has not lived very much.
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Go teach math/English in Korea, or some other place based on your personal shit-hole tolerance. Couldn't be worse than dying. If you're really a Jew, you can do both and use that Law of Return.
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Yeah, I did that 3 times a week for 6 months straight in my senior year of high school (during class). There are definite withdrawal symptoms from doing that.
Anyone that is actually suicidal should realize that drugs are only a band-aide on a broken leg. Eventually the feelings are going to come back and then you are just left with your shitty ass self and feelings again.
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My actual input on this matter is this:
It took my multiple jobs dealing with people in food service and other service jobs to be able to be confident enough to talk to other people without feeling like a moron. My parents used to make me call in every order on the phone so that I would get comfortable talking to people.
I have now had several jobs where I did tech support by phone and my last job I was a subject expert that often had to lead meetings because nobody else knew how to ask the right questions. Most of the people on my team never chimed in. They needed Google to tell them everything. These "real" jobs taught me self reliance and problem solving skills, as well as confidence speaking in front of people who are well above your paygrade.
The hardest thing I had to do was the interview process. That is the hardest thing to be confident with yourself. Talking in front of a mirror and reciting things has never helped me personally. I am much better when I know what I'm talking about and do it off the cuff when I'm asked a question. The eyes up and to the left is the classic "recall" tell when you are telling a story.
My two most important interviews, I was dealing with massive amounts of stress because of personal life issues. Somehow, I was able to push that out and just concentrate on what was being said and I nailed both interviews.
I had an interview that I completely bombed before. That sucked. It was the only time in my life where I was too embarrassed to even talk anymore and the interview got cut after 15 minutes.
Social skills are the key. Finding them any way you can.
It took my multiple jobs dealing with people in food service and other service jobs to be able to be confident enough to talk to other people without feeling like a moron. My parents used to make me call in every order on the phone so that I would get comfortable talking to people.
I have now had several jobs where I did tech support by phone and my last job I was a subject expert that often had to lead meetings because nobody else knew how to ask the right questions. Most of the people on my team never chimed in. They needed Google to tell them everything. These "real" jobs taught me self reliance and problem solving skills, as well as confidence speaking in front of people who are well above your paygrade.
The hardest thing I had to do was the interview process. That is the hardest thing to be confident with yourself. Talking in front of a mirror and reciting things has never helped me personally. I am much better when I know what I'm talking about and do it off the cuff when I'm asked a question. The eyes up and to the left is the classic "recall" tell when you are telling a story.
My two most important interviews, I was dealing with massive amounts of stress because of personal life issues. Somehow, I was able to push that out and just concentrate on what was being said and I nailed both interviews.
I had an interview that I completely bombed before. That sucked. It was the only time in my life where I was too embarrassed to even talk anymore and the interview got cut after 15 minutes.
Social skills are the key. Finding them any way you can.
So that's our second one?
this is true also you have a small
