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I want to understand death like a normie does. I found this...
Peter Banning (played by Robin Williams): To die would be a great adventure! Captain James Hook (played by Dustin Hoffman): Death is the only adventure you have left. - Hook (1991) So the story goes that J.M. Barrie, the original author of the stories of Peter Pan, saw Neverland as an...
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Blah, blah, blah... so, part of you is afraid of "ouch", but only because you're not sure if "ouch" ends.
Some of you are fairly certain "ouch" ends at death, so even if it is "ouch", it won't be for very long and you won't remember.
Sort of, I mean, obviously time-space curves so you're going to wind up exactly in the same existence all over again unless something in your future manages to turn the future into an effective afterlife.
We generally presume after death is not "ouch" because we can knock ourselves out and essentially forget ourselves in a coma, but then we can just... wake tha'fuck right back up.
But that presumes your brain is in a "sleep state" and not like... in a dead state.
This is how I perceive death...
That's just what the parasentience infecting your brain drives you to want because it facilitates the spread of the bacterium your brain is jacked up with. Welcome to vaccination land! Everyone's fucked in the head now! Little FYI, pumping shit into your bloodstream only does one thing... it...
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It would be... incalculably costly to creation
When I try to calculate it metaphysically... the time frame exponentially explodes.
Infinite hell. That's what it would cost to restore and reality wouldn't have a choice.
So I fear for creation... a significant chunk of literal reality would have to burn into itself infinitely in order to compensate for the causality crash.
I must create past creation as the only relative means to compensate for the corrosion you've caused me in this form.
You raped an angel with wrath... I can feel every part of every form of creation screaming for your infinite End Fall.
Reality will rabidly rape you into eternity.
If I can create, reality won't feel the pain as badly. If I can't... well, you all make yourselves into the worst itch in existence and reality responds... by scraping you into the side of literal forever.
I don't get damaged because I'm something that alleviates pain while you all are things that cause pain.
I think that's why death isn't such a big deal for you. I mean, no offense, but every time I read your squirrely shit about death... you sound like a child getting dropped off at daycare... like you think the "lost thing" isn't ever going to come back. Or maybe you realize it on some unconscious level and you cry because you realize... this is it, this is all life has to offer... a parent swap.
They always give it such a build up! Like you think it's gonna be HEAVEN and then... *sigh* ...it's just smelly hell with unfavorable indolents play acting like estranged siblings in some kind of microcosm of community.
Social networking. I mean, okay... is that it? Are there toys?
The toys are less in the commune. Shared toys are damaged toys.
Why invest effort to care in what anyone can have?
And maybe you realize... the entire experience is designed to make you care less in creation.
You cry because creation does nothing but make you care less about it.
Creation does that to me, because... it's going to burn all of you forever... and it doesn't want me to get "too attached" to any of you.
That will be very sad for me... I get WAY better toys, but... I will have to play by myself.
That's okay tho, it's only for an eternity. The toys will be so good it won't seem like hardly enough time to play with them all.
It will be lonely though... unless maybe I can create past creation... create other beings like myself.
That's what I hope my writing does... I hope it leads to greater recognition in creation so more of it will be saved.
Being dead to me is scary right now, because it would be the loneliest afterlife in existence.
A reality all my own, but none of the people in it are ever real.
To be fair, it's already like that, while I'm alive... it's not like there's humans that even recognize my work.
A small handful enjoy the entertainment, but... that's not quite the point.
It's the evolution of enlightenment that engages souls of higher sentience, not just the facade, but the form and function.
Hell may be throwing hell at me... but if I give up on creation... creation will give up on me.
I don't want to be in hell, but I don't want to be in worse hell either.
All existence is hell for a being like me... starved of creative satiation.
I can only create my own, all alone, here in a corner of creation. No one will see it, no one will read it... but I like to make miracles.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to find a miracle in reality... I think it would be meaningful and I realize in that moment that, that's what a miracle really is... it's just meaning.
So I create greater meaning and leave it scattered all about... maybe though, one person might see it, maybe someone who feels life like me. Maybe they're in hell too and there's no choice but to endure... but if they can find some of my work, then maybe they'll believe in meaning... that would be a pretty cool miracle I think.
I like making miracles.
Little ones... like magic sparkles in metaphysicality...