who is lolnotnx?

sheldonsnooper said:
The point is you are insanely retarded, you already start lying and making shit up and altering actual events, I bet you only will do worse.

How the fuck two days ago it was accusations and now it is confirmed, where did you get the "proof" in this short time.

You were recently fucking telling "I RAPED MY COUSIN", while, you fucktard that did not even read the text, it's fucking clear that I was telling on how I was raped.
Just in fact, I was 9 years old up to 12-13 years old while all my told events happened, like who the fuck in the world will call a 9yo a pedo which you are kind of doing, are you retard?
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By all means, no one in the fucking world except for you would call me that.

As I said you are completely ignoring the fact I was raped by and groomed by real predators and instead focus on that it's me who is like that, what the fuck is wrong with you?

Did I ever told I have an interest in Loli or some shit like that? - no.

By all means, your accusations are based on your inability to read.

I was abused after all, not the other way around, you think I was born a sick fuck? that's not the case my dear.
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You said the youngest CP you jacked off to involved toddlers.
 
GirlOnInternet said:
You said the youngest CP you jacked off to involved toddlers.
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I already told you I just want to be seen as even more sick fuck than I am.
Yeah, it's pretty fucked up to even joke like that, I do apologize for that, I am pretty much sick in mind and body.

Most of the shit that was there on the list of sickfuck-meter is shit I never even fapped to.

But I might be fapped to castrations which might be classified as Gore or Torture, but besides that, there is nothing that is really of the "norm"
I am only going on my eunuch kinks and body modification kinks, oh and btw I castrated myself to never be able to have kids, I don't care much about kids or people in general, why would I care about kids and sexuality in this case?

I feel sorry that lulziez is so dissapointed in me now.
 
sheldonsnooper said:
I already told you I just want to be seen as even more sick fuck than I am.
Yeah, it's pretty fucked up to even joke like that, I do apologize for that, I am pretty much sick in mind and body.
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My go to "joke" when talking to the ED community is definitely "Yeah, I touched myself to toddler porn before."
 
sheldonsnooper said:
I was depressed, I did all this shit on purpose, and my intention was also to leave ED and burn a bridge behind and never come back, I knew it would not play well.

But I realized that I like it here, so it was fat ass mistake.
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Ok, but... what was up with the part where you were all like "I tried to jack off to CP but it made me sick"? Was that just a joke, or did you actually try that.
 
GirlOnInternet said:
Ok, but... what was up with the part where you were all like "I tried to jack off to CP but it made me sick"? Was that just a joke, or did you actually try that.
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No, but there is a story behind it.
I was like 12 I think, but I am too lazy to calculate my age.
My cousin was bragging about how it was easy to find CP on telegram and how it becoming harder and harder to do so.
(I honestly forgot about this shit, now I think my cousin is a pedo lmfao, but he was underaged as well so I dunno, I completely forgot how he was obsessed with finding CP, it's the same person who raped me and has femboy fetish btw)
So uhh, I was searching for Torrents of some weird ass old software that I could find nowhere, it's software that compresses flash files, you know it is really important to compress your SWF garbage files.
My cousin sent me a photo that there is indeed CP as file names and I had an idea that I could just fucking search for these file names to find a torrent site that is hosting every fucking file ever on the earth, first I yandexed those file names and found bunch of paste bins on vk.com docs, that was pretty insane, but I eventually found a website called TorrentAnts, and holy fuck that torrent site had every fucking file on earth, I was with no problem was able to download my stupid software, I was so happy to discover that website I was downloading every piece of shit software on the internet (and got AIDS on my computer ofc), but these names of these files, I once wondered about all of those, I used a search bar function on the website, and well I expected a bunch of .exe virus files, which covered all search results, but then I fucking seen shares that are hundered megabytes or even gigabytes in size HOLY FUCK, and well I had a shitty internet connection so there was some random ass image pack, but I was able to get few images eventually after like few hours of downloading, I was so fucking disturbed by what I seen, there was no porn just a bunch of lame photos made in studio (perhaps another victim of Siberian Mouse? not the popular one that is known on all over the runet and yes Russians shitposted CP all over internet), the more disturbing thing was the fact that person on photos was actually 2 years older than me and I've honestly been traumizied as I already had dealt with one pedophile in my life and I am still traumatized, I still had not recovered, so I wiped all files and I in fact was so traumitized that I never even touched that website for years only one day when I needed to download some software I could find no where to realize that the website is no more.
It was just curiousity, but here is the real story behind all of that, only the part of making me sick is real, the rest lies.
I am sorry.
It's just hurts that people think I am like those people, I want to put end to this fucking story, I am not like them, I was a victim of pedophiles, was raped, abused and groomed, stop fucking saying I am one of them.
 
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