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only you, and I am pissed at you, you aren't my friend.

how the fuck did you end up here?

it is fucking much harder at my age than it sounds, I am not studying or anything.

There is a Japanese word, I am pretty much hikikomori. I find it extremely hard to open up. I am too shy to start engaging into conversations. It been always hard for me.

I like people on ED, I am pretty much alone, they been my only friends.

who the heck are you?

bro, they have nothing to do with all of this, like what would they do?

Yeah I can in theory do it myself duh. But I already told I am to pussy to do it.

Well I am not. I kind of looking for someone to kill me.

uh no, I was walking like a pinguin and I had literal problems walking as my testicles hurt a lot, which doesn't happen now, I can walk properly just feel really weak and too weak to even do basic things actually.

I meant middle of June, not August, it's when I stopped taking antibiotics. It been few months without them and I survived just fine, so I don't think I need to go to ER anymore. The weakness is surely caused by lowered testosterone.

I stopped taking antibiotics in middle of the August. Only weird thing I noticed that my testicles had changed in shape, became solid in places like a fucking rock, currently they back to "normal", they became smaller than before and really soft and I also can't feel them if I squish them hard...

It was in May of this year.

my ex said I could literally had killed myself with those injections if I had not visited ER.

Well I have inability to produce cum I must say as a result, nothing comes out, but recently some transparent liquid start coming out when I cum, but it's not that much. I still cum dry most of the time as the result of these injections. I pretty sure damage was permanent.

I did some injections after visiting ER, but generally I was on antibiotics and painkillers so all went fine.

when I was in 8th grade I had a stroke, I pretty sure my brains are already damaged. I pretty sure the damage is permanent and I was in ER, doctors could do nothing and only prescribe me pain killers and antibiotics. I don't need them anymore.

Pretty much not, but I had to visit emergency once because I developed problems walking and I felt only worse, turns out I got infection and could die, luckly it did not happen. I might say I felt like I was burning at first, I just felt weak and felt hot. Now it is just weakness, so nothing...

This year, I think I start doing injections in start of May (or maybe April) of this year and until start of June. Yeah so I did that multiple times in span of few months.

I feel weak I can do nothing except sleeping. You know what I did to feel like this? I castrated myself by injecting ethanol in my fucking balls. My testosterone dropped and I feel like shit.