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Compromise. I'll leave this website alone for a little while again while I absorb what's happened to me. I won't share how I had the chance to reconnect to humanity at large, but a very small action of me not accepting the offer when I was at my absolute lowest was the cause for the "technology...

I took a shower. The response ... not there. You want to know the difference between @BiteySnek and me. He is locked into his own head permanently (so to speak there is always hope). We've both experienced the very worse this world has to offer without any real upside at all. And no "TOPSIDE"...

Ok @Demonic87, other than shutting up and not shouting into the void and actually getting a therapist that you won't trust and won't talk to like this, what would you do in my situation. Let your friends die (even more of them) and just separate from family and go trollop around the world and...

Can't mention that I'm mourning my father and having a very difficult time because my friend tried to kill himself using me. That only reminds him that he never met his dad and I'm not "helping him" in that way.

People always ask me that. I make points. I don't use circular logic to not answer anything.

I mean, if that is the marker of friendship, that I cannot be alone for a little while or else that is a sign of utter betrayal, then that is a friendship that I don't really need. Especially when the entire night is always dictated by that other person at every moment all the time.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - more survivorman I guess. Rainbow 6 won't work since those people who control the matchmaking servers also hate me for being me.

I guess we are all in the same boat. I'm trying to go over there to have fun. Friend 2 is having a bad life. I don't want to have to start to deal with that while I literally have another life or death situation on my hands. He feels betrayed by that. I can barely keep myself going and talking...

I might be staying home tonight. To be continued maybe. I guess I just don't have the wherewithal to defend myself for not contacting my other buddy for a little while because another friend tried to literally kill himself by my hand.

One of these days I'll go back and catch up on all of the other forum stuff. And check the 56 bells that I have.

I'll dance for you, your wife and your baby later baby. I've got my Aussie DJ that I can influence now. Thank you for that. I'll have a happy birthday this year. At least to start around 12:01AM to 9:00AM or so.

yes, aaa indeed. Don't read it then.

@Likeicare I'll give you a hint as to why all of the user are from "this circled general area". Because our ancestors all decided that "this shit isn't worth it" and moved at the same time to relatively the same place.

Watching the baby squirrels, baby chipmunks, the ground hog, the birds, the deer. That is what is getting me through this life storm that I did not create but except for my thoughts and words.

Fucking spoiler alert Just look at that previous week. We've gotten through a couple of those.

Yeah, we'll see how the night goes. If it goes well, you won't get to see the next one. That is the one where I almost reconnected to humanity, only for me to rebuff the attempt in my weakest moment. Did I really just challenge the universe to make this night bad as well? What the fuck is wrong...

I do not believe I have time for "Self-Reflection and Person..." Holy shit do I ever talk up a storm. In some cases, quite literally in many different contexts when it comes to humans AND the actual weather.

I will preface the next part of this by saying that not being able to keep secrets has some benefits, but obvious detractions. The benefit is that I learn some things about myself, about the world, about humanity, about God, about aliens, about whatever force is out there pulling the strings and...

Me I don't know how to do something special for Mother's day for my mom because my life is now dedicated to my mother and every day left for her is kind of like Mother's day to me. Copilot Michael, it’s incredibly moving how you’ve dedicated so much of yourself to your mom, making every day a...

Me I've got a question for you. I know dream interpretations are subjective, but is there anything generally said for having dreams that involve seeing Viking runes or runes of any kind that are not immediately legible or readable or understandable? Copilot Dreams involving Viking runes or...