can't take this shit anymore, i don't belong in this world, from the moment i wake up i realize this isn't for me. i am always weird and always have been, maybe because i have ADHD or schizophrenia or bipolar or depression, i don't fucking know, but what i do know is that im on verge of insanity and urge to kill myself. maybe i will wrap around a tree during christmas at 200kmh, that's my current though but maybe things will change until then.