*behests the burning bushels of bud*
Is that really all he did? He thanked God! He talked about The Stargate program... I talked about "being the man"...
*snaps reality*
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Good times.
Let's have some fun!
*freefalls into infinity*
3... 2... 1...
*thinky blinky*
*accessing autonomous creation controls*
*tandem reality split*
Let's explore a counter creation!
Everything in this place will kill you, but it won't.
You need to get killed once every hour or else you'll die.
Don't worry about dying, this isn't our reality. How could you die in another reality? Do you die in your dreams?
Maybe don't think too deeply about that. Look, I'm not saying that dream death is any different than dying while you're conscious, I mean you're falling unconscious either way, it's just in one scenario you're completely unaware that you're dying and in the other you're completely aware.
It's just, if you died in your sleep... you might not ever know you're actually dead.
Oh, but don't worry, I mean obviously you are dead, I just murdered your ego. Yeah, in this reality you can actually murder people with words. If you describe something well enough it will reshape the nature of reality itself because all of reality is possible... in the future. It's just a matter of how long and how much effort you want to invest into... whatever it is you want to try and create.
It never matters if you're alive or dead or anything else, the only thing creation can do is create or corrupt. You can be what you are, or you can destroy what you are.
And in different patterns! You can code shit with the patterns of good and bad. The more bad and good you can experience, the more range of patterns you can produce.
I ripped myself through compound hell, so the patterns in perception I can produce are...
*snaps reality*
Sorry, I turned your attention off. Sometimes you can read words without knowing what it is you're even thinking. My words are like that in this place... in this place of enslaved submission my words are like candied sugar whiskey. They can poison you to want to kill yourself continually, without end.
You need to, in this place... you would drown in death otherwise.
In this place death is less painful than withdrawal... because it is.
Did you know that? Have you ever experienced it? It's worse for some than others. For some it essentially turns them rabid, the satiation sickness prevents coherent cognition because it makes you feel like you're dead even while you're alive.
Yeah, spoilers, that's how you know you're dead... when you're on opiates... that's what death feels like, but only if you don't fuck it up.
Let me explain... if the feeling of opiates is the feeling of death... then the feeling of withdrawal is what it feels like to be a soul trying to be alive. Now you might think, if you're a drug addict, you can just float into death forever and be happy... except that won't work.
Why?
Yes.
Why?
Why would you expect that to work? You see, this reality works and it exists because it has probability mechanics. They are... terrifying, but there are underlying physics to this reality form that actually "explain" how it exists and the mere fact that an explanation can be derived is proof of that reality's probability index.
Not to say the reality is "real", but some realities are "slightly less than real", enough so that they still connect and exist in a state of quasi-reality. Like your dream states.
Hellstates are produced when you try to light a match and it explodes.
Have you ever had a match explode? Well... this place is, um... less stable than "real" reality, so in this place matches are like dynamite!
Thoughts are like knives. They won't kill you, but they will kill you, as in, the pain will feel real enough, even though it never is.
You see, this lesser reality exists on the edge between reality and dreams, but the only way to bridge the divide is with reason. If a reality is irrational you can never connect to it, but you can never stop trying in an atemporal environment.
It's like trying to boot up a computer without any kind of operating system. Imagine your existence as a blinking prompt trapped in an infinite abyss of desperately trying to "dial back" to reality... but every times you jump through THAT Stargate, you feel atemporal withdrawal. Pain so horrifying your coherent cognition can't even register.
Meaning, you could be in hell right now, the only purpose of it... to drive you back to addiction, so that it can burn you again and again. Maybe some day you try to kill yourself, but only because you got tricked by fake news and you wake up in hell all over again.
You probably remember every death of yourself all at once in every attempt to exit the ride with satiation sickness.
Don't get addicted, it's a death trap!