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[reiddd]

also bud you're 18? i was posting about edgy bullshit when i was 15 and just made an account. (yes i also just turned 18 yesterday. i'm not kidding)
skimming through your posts you clearly have self awareness but you must push people away from you (just read your new post, its safe to assume)

having people care about you makes existence a lot more worth it. you don't see it that way but i know i'm talking to a brick wall. when shit hits the fan and nobody is there to actually listen to you, it takes a real toll on the mind. you may think you're so tough that you don't need anyone to care about you, but you gotta take care of things somehow. bottling things up is how you explode, usually in yelling or violence. I know from personal experience.
i'm not sure what has twisted your mind into being so edgy and shit, but you gotta try to change. working a job requires people at least tolerating you and your mindset screams 'homeless at 20'. i'm not gonna post about this again until you begin to finally sort your life out.

I'm 18 and I would dare say I have things sorted out with many people having my back if things go wrong. I know how to make money and who to go to if things get tough. I have a good work ethic and how to keep a job. Managing finances is also a nice skill, and I'm also willing to take advice because I know I will never know everything. I only make posts like this if OP is like you and might listen, even if it takes a while.

TDLR: drop the bullshit, be likeable, sort your shit out, and realize how valuable having people care out you. or not, life is a harsh teacher.

ban him he was under 18 yesterday

 

[DOOMERBOI1999]

also bud you're 18? i was posting about edgy bullshit when i was 15 and just made an account. (yes i also just turned 18 yesterday. i'm not kidding)
skimming through your posts you clearly have self awareness but you must push people away from you (just read your new post, its safe to assume)

I've said this before but Ill say it again
Im a pretty plain person in general, there is nothing interesting about me so I act edgy just for the fuck of it, there's nothing to lose and nothing to gain so why not?
Happy birthday.

 

[Demonic87]

also bud you're 18? i was posting about edgy bullshit when i was 15 and just made an account. (yes i also just turned 18 yesterday. i'm not kidding)
skimming through your posts you clearly have self awareness but you must push people away from you (just read your new post, its safe to assume)

having people care about you makes existence a lot more worth it. you don't see it that way but i know i'm talking to a brick wall. when shit hits the fan and nobody is there to actually listen to you, it takes a real toll on the mind. you may think you're so tough that you don't need anyone to care about you, but you gotta take care of things somehow. bottling things up is how you explode, usually in yelling or violence. I know from personal experience.
i'm not sure what has twisted your mind into being so edgy and shit, but you gotta try to change. working a job requires people at least tolerating you and your mindset screams 'homeless at 20'. i'm not gonna post about this again until you begin to finally sort your life out.

I'm 18 and I would dare say I have things sorted out with many people having my back if things go wrong. I know how to make money and who to go to if things get tough. I have a good work ethic and how to keep a job. Managing finances is also a nice skill, and I'm also willing to take advice because I know I will never know everything. I only make posts like this if OP is like you and might listen, even if it takes a while.

TDLR: drop the bullshit, be likeable, sort your shit out, and realize how valuable having people care out you. or not, life is a harsh teacher.

Happy belated birthday, man!

 

[Demonic87]

there's nothing to lose and nothing to gain so why not?

This line tells me that you're happy with putting no effort into anything and you're happy with the status quo. Like weedville has been explaining to you, at some point or another, life is going to chew you up, spit you out, and will have no problem doing it all over again. You're being complacent and that's where shit will hit the fan.

 

[DOOMERBOI1999]

This line tells me that you're happy with putting no effort into anything and you're happy with the status quo. Like weedville has been explaining to you, at some point or another, life is going to chew you up, spit you out, and will have no problem doing it all over again. You're being complacent and that's where shit will hit the fan.

life has done that many times and its gotton to a point where I can no longer muster up the energy to react, Im not lazy I'm just exhausted and want to "goof off" (cant find a better way to describe.). there's no problem with that.

 

[Demonic87]

life has done that many times and its gotton to a point where I can no longer muster up the energy to react, Im not lazy I'm just exhausted and want to "goof off" (cant find a better way to describe.). there's no problem with that.

Well, enjoy it while you can, I guess. You'll find the energy to react at the very last minute when it's too late and your world is turned upside down, bud. Word of advice, be a forward thinker.

 

[reiddd]

im reading these replies as im currently fucking up my life lol

 

[DOOMERBOI1999]

im reading these replies as im currently fucking up my life lol

just listen to music and roll around in the grass everyday

 

[Demonic87]

im reading these replies as im currently fucking up my life lol

Be sure to eat plenty of paint chips for the rest of us!

 

[DOOMERBOI1999]

my Spotify playlists are starting to be memorized down to every lyric and when the song ends, I might just start listening to British EDM.