i dont know how you never did if you were injecting. I've OD'd like 5 times now and it's always hitting the ground like a rock. your friend was very lucky
God I want to kill myself
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Real talk: most people who OD either mix it with other depressants like alcohol, or shoot up (meaning they can't control the dose). When I used, I smoked/snorted it... it took a while to get high, but I would never be at a point where I could OD because I physically could tell if I was too high (basically when nausea set in). I guess that kinda ensured that I stayed using a bit longer than I should've because I thought "well, it's not THAT bad" and in a way I wasn't wrong because I was still able to graduate college and hold a steady job... but it stunted me in other ways I didn't consider.
Plus it gives him something to look forward to. At least if you're gonna drink, feel like you done something to earn it. Honestly I feel like that's how I will go out: I'll be 101 years old and close to death, so I'm gonna ask my nurse (or grandkid) to hook me up so I can die in opiate's arms. But I will live a good life to earn that ending.
It's cliche, but it really is living on a razor's edge. Like, it can reach a point where it's either "hardcore mode" or "complete soberity", with no inbetween. At the start it's easy to use things moderately, but eventually the tolerances build up and it's impossible to maintain that moderation. So it's either go all in and burn yourself up, or wind down and quit to live.
Ah, I never shot up, just smoked it (hot knifed it; black tar is common on the West Coast) or snorted it (shuck it up with a bit of Clabber's baking powder, sometimes with a dash of cocaine for garnish). I did try to shoot up once but I didn't like the experience. When I started, knowing that people OD'd easily due to shooting up is what ensured that I never did. In fact, it was when my brother told me "yeah, you can just smoke it with a couple paper clips", that's when I started using regularly.
E: Yeah I'm grateful my mom was there to help out. Not that she knew what we were doing, as far as she knows (and still knows) my friend just went into some kind of alcoholic coma. He had come off a really bad night and argued with all our friends, so my brother and I took him to our house to chill out. I had to go to sleep because I worked at 6am, but then my brother woke me up saying that our friend was blue in the face. I laughed it off but he was serious, so I grabbed my Mom upstairs and she helped keep him alive until the paramedics came. My friend doesn't remember passing out, but he does remember hearing people yelling his name, like a volume dial being turned up slowly. I thank God that none of my friends died from drug use, and I aim to keep it that way.
Man if I knew people who could supply me any kind of smack or pills I would have died awhile ago. I absolutely love downers all kinds. Booze is just the cheapest and most legal form. Even if im blowing $30 a day on good tasting stuff i'm probably not gonna get alcohol poisoning let alone drain my entire savings like I would popping xanax and oxys. I don't think I could bring myself to shooting it up. Maybe tin foiling it at most.
I told ya
The rush is just crazy with shooting up. Nothing makes me fiend like feeling that pinch and seeing blood go into the tube and the plunger go down *shudder*
I can knock myself out of that pretty quick by remembering how much it sucks to OD though
There is a depraved part of me that really wants to do a speed ball just to say i have.
i know im five years late but dont kill yourself queen ur so beautiful
drugs are bad, mmkay
I can only imagine, and by the looks of it I'll probably only be able to imagine it for the forseeable future.
That said, I liked smoking/snorting it, because it was a steady build up. Kinda like, sitting next to a heater after freezing your balls off and slowly warming up.
But they're SO MUCH FUN
Too much fun, unfortunately.
Speed balls are fun. Towards the end I used to mix tar and coke together in like 4:1 ratios and that really helped put a kick in my step. Got me at least functional.
PROTIP: whether you get west coast black tar or east coast powder, maybe the best thing to do (and most discrete) is to get an old small pill bottle (like the 50 counts), Clabber Girl baking powder (NOT baking soda) and a couple coins, then mix your dope, baking powder and a couple of clean coins and shake away. Feel free to add any coke you find if you'd like. Next take a plastic straw that can fit inside your pill bottle and cut it at an angle for bumps.
Alternatively, if you end up with west coast black tar, you can put a bit of it on a paper clip, and use another paper clip to hot knife it (via any kind of decent flame, ideally a butane lighter but even a BIC lighter will work). Then use a standard straw to carry all items in it, just be sure to wrap the black tar in some kind of plastic wrap so that it doesn't accidentally cake on the inside of the straw as it's a real bitch trying to collect its smeared remains from the inside.
Tin foil smoking sucks because like 60% of it ends up in the air, and it's hard to control the heat properly without burning it. Hot knifing it using paperclips and sucking it up with a straw is like 99% effective. Plus it tastes good (like burnt hot dogs, or coffee made with hot dog water).
i miss it like a mother fucker
have you tried weed
I drank 4 cans of THC drink, and that was not good. I got a mind altering ringing in my ears and I felt really weird. Everything was nothing and nothing was everything. It didn’t change who I was as a person it just fucked me up weird.
Beer has never made me do that btw. A full 6er just makes me feel drunk, not sacred or like my head is a chink ringing bowl like weed or kratom.
i would pay good money to see you take a 100 mg edible and green out
I think I already did. Don’t waste your money. It’s probably boring
make sure you have narcan
Spraying narcan into homeless people's noses as a joke
I should go around the grungy part of Pittsburgh and hand out large bottles of liquor to the homeless and watch chaos ensue as bums stumble around drunk fighting each other