I get close to transcendentalism in the immediate aftermath of a complete mental breakdown. I learn some new stuff. Then, I end up going back on my promises and starting the cycle over again.
This time, I learned a few things that I was told not to tell people. This was a kind of test. So far, about 50/50. I haven't said anything about the first thing I saw in a dream. Trust boost +1. I've made vague references to the second thing I saw in a dream. Trust fall completed unsuccessfully.