My prison experience

First you go to R&E (Reception and Evaluations) just before you hit the yard so you can get classified and so on. In South Carolina, it's a brutal, sluggish process. Just after I hit the yard (Turbeville CI) I had to check out within 2 weeks of being in genpop (Tawcaw B) and I had to leave because of a group of 6 or 7 people. Let's start with the first two: Philly and Dollar. He stole my ID card and sold it to Dollar (who is a Muslim white dude) and he looked me up and had his people put $100 on my books. Philly later gave it back to me along with Dollar's bag. I later found out why. They knew this was my first bid and I was soft, so they trusted me enough to keep it. When canteen day came, the bag failed to deliver. Something happened, but I don't know what. He told me to call my number up and check the balance. No money left. Most other people (my roommate included) already received their goods. Once I checked out, guess who was called to operations with me? PHILLY! Turns out, he was trying to leave because he owed a bunch of people. I saw the Captain first. I told on HIM, and as I later found out, since RHU was full, they decideed to take me to the last room they had available then and threw his ass in Remini A (worse than Tawcaw) and hengot his ass beat. Turns out, he's a former G-D who got kicked out the gang because he stole from another member. Dollar I told on, and they topk the money off my books and he must'vd got hit with a restriction. He never got his stuff. The Bible once said "those who finish first finish last and those who finish last finish first". Another one is Smoke. He videoed me threatening to kill me on camera, then said he was gonna kill me if I snitched (which I never named him in the incident report because of this) and if I checked in, he'd post the video to his private gang-operated FaceBook messenger group (to which he did). After leaving to the next yard (Kershaw) I got put in a room with someone named "Bobby". He had a 30 year bid for a murder charge he committed as a teen. Long time drug addict, never changed. He's maxing out in 2026. He's in his 40s now, but the dude remembers when Perry was R&E! Anyways, I got high with him but when I was high one night, I accidentally knocked all his dope over on the wet floor and he lost his shit. So he decided to put ME in debt with a bunch of people to bring me down with him (the dude knows mixed martial arts). So he got me to bark up some deals on the flap, and one person I later found out I owed $200 in shard. He couldn't pay off his own debts either, apparently. I was wanting to quit by then anyways, but the state doesn't care about that, obviously. Just put me in a room with whoever. Anyway, come to find out later, one of the dudes I owed said he saw the video of me on theessenger group! So Smoke's homeboys just got clapped later and I stayed on the same yard and they couldn't do shit (even when Sycamore A, which is intake where I was at first, is right next to Palmetto, which is where they sent me after I checked in but they rejected my bid for administrative transfer, just to add insult to injury). The only reason I found out was because "DK" (somebody I knew from R&E) identified me when he went to Palmetto B and spoke with Zip. I don't know anybody I owed either. Just karma in play (or "reap what you sow", which I've had to do myself during my bid, although that came later). The only reason nobody in Palmetto did anything to me is because I had a good roommate who was about to be maxing out in 2026 for an attempted murder charge he served 20 years for, and he had connections to higher ups.
Anyways, I got sent to lockup after I wigged out on the rock (I had a proohetic dream, the second of its kind since the dream I had in January 2021 the night before my arrest) telling md I was gonna do something foolish the next day. I injured myself and had to go to infirmary. Spent 21 days DD time before going back to Palmetto A. I only stayed there for a couple days because I got paranoid after my roommate was joking with me (he told me somebody named "Big Snake" who I owed money to in Sycamore was in Palmetto and ready to beat my ass) so I checked out, but bscause I named Zip this time, they approved an administrative transfer and put me on invalid statewide PC. While in lockup, this was when I converted back to Christianity after asking God that million dollar question that I received an answer to that same night, which coincided with a wakeup call announcing my transfer to Evans CI the next morning (which is the most violent prison in the state that's so bad the state is trying to turn it into a check-in yard just to clean it up). Turns out, that faith was needed for what was to come next. They sent me to Waxhaw B (which is the PC side of Waxhaw, with A-side being PI/the worker's pod) but the problem here is: no dorm on the yard has cameras except for Cherokee (which is also PC, but doesn't have AC and is brutal the conditions on the inside, which will be discussed in brief later), you have roommates there (same with Cherokee except for three cells in each pod which are for transgender/handicapped inmates), and Waxhaw used to be so violent with so many deaths in it that to this day it's like walking into a haunted house (the atmosphere is really fucked up in there, it makes you feel like you want to kill yourself). So they gave me this clownass roommate named "Street" from Abeville County, who is a former Blood and Muslim who got wet up at Tyger River and sent there (he claimed he didn't snitch, because he claimed that if you get stabbed that's automatic PC in SCDC, which I know is bullshit because there was somebody stabbed by his roommate in Tawcaw A after I returned to prison to finish my sentence after violating my parole when I was briefly in a transitional house on supervised reentry for 6 days wuth an asshole landlord who later got sent back to the same room because he refused to snitch). Anyways, we were alright at first, but he was a really bad deucehead. He would claim he was gonna quit and then just moments later somebody announces a deal on the rock and he's barking up some deal on that flap stuttering like Courage the Cowardly Dog trying to be the first one to get it. He would repeat this ritual basically everyday. He would get knocked off and sell a tray for paper only to buy fro the same person again to get the same result. The first day I got there, he was asking me if I wanted to sell my mat for k2 and I had to tell his ass no (they just spray synthetic cannabinoids/JWH-018 and its analogs on paper, sometimes Raid wasp spray or "kD," and legal mail it in). Eventually we started falling out before long. I was in Waxhaw for 48 days total. There was nobody who worked in the whole dorm that I liked, both dayshift and nightshift, both Lts included (one of whom had 4 pending investigations on her last year for opening people's doors to let inmates attack them, hates white people, calls PC inmates "pussies" and she still works there as of July this year). I tried leaving repeatedly, told both Lts, to no success. Lt. Bennett would only let me leave if classification was there. Lt. Harrison would not let me leave period. Just days before I successfully did manage to break free (I stayed for a total of 48 days dealing with his retarded ass) I told my case worker and she told me point blank that was the Lt's job, not hers. But she offered me to leave for security reasons because I did mention him hitting me, but something told me to stay, so I did. Eventually, on 6/24/24 I tried banging on the entrance door to the breezeway during rec (top and bottom tiers get two hours separate, Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays in Waxhaw, but usually all week in Cherokee, because there's always bullshit happening on the rock in Waxhaw, but same hours, 2 hours each, top and bottom separate) so I could get Bennett's attention, but the IRC (who was the imam) was talking shit, so I told him to mind his business. Sometime later, my roommate rolls by the IRC and since they cliqued together, he told my roommate, so he punched me in the face, so I struck him in his meaty neck, and that was when "Main" from #151 (Mark Henry-sized black dude, but muscular, wiyh a bald head) picked me up and bodyslammed me on my left side. Since he was telegraphing which side he was gonna throw me on, I closed my left arm against my body, because I knew that if it were stretched out I wouldn't have an arm by now. A voice in my head was telling me basically that I had two choices: do you fear God, or do you fear these lame ass bitches? And by the way, Main was the same person who talked shit to me earlier, but I shrugged him off like he wasn't shit. After the land on that hard ass tile, I got back up, and continued banging on the door, but this time Bennett answered and I explained to her what was going on, and she asked me who did it, and I pointed to the assholes who lynched me, so she said that since classification was present, she was gonna get me ready. She told me to sit down on the barber chair and wait until she came back, so I walked around and chitchatted with some people. One of them was a white boy that my roommate oppressed days before who was weak and fragile (he beat him and gave jim a black eye but stopped hitting me the moment I swung back because he's a coward and even that bodyslam couldn't keep me down) and he was shaking because his roommate Josh was oppressing him too. I talked gentle words with him, handed him a Bible and he headed up front to classification desk, crying. Come to find out later, he started smiling and rejoicing when I saw him through the glass because he found out he was going home that day. Later they put everybody up for rec but by then I already seen classification and they picked me a room in Cherokee to go to. My left arm was in pain (which didn't go away until fucking AUGUST because of neglected treatment) while Bennett was mocking me. I called her a liar earlier because she kept promising to do something. So we went back up to our rooms, my roommate was already laying down on the bed and she told me to grab my property in there. Since my left arm was out of service, she was telling me to hurry up or she'd close me in, so I threw my trash bag wuth my belongings in there on top my mattress with my good arm and dragged it out before she had the opportunity, the PI worker from Waxhaw A put it in the yellow buggy for me, and we headed off for Cherokee D wing (since Cherokee has 4 pods instead of 2 and is behind a fence). Before I got there, I was up in medical annex and Lt. Brown told me to tell Lt. Moultrie in Cherokee to call the front up later because there was people in the holding cell, but he never did and he just closed my ass in and told me to obtain a sick call, but nobody went to my room with one, so night shift had to work with me on that. Come next day (since sick call OTRs are on Tuesdays for Cherokee) he didn't let me out and so I wwas just left to lick my fucking wounds until the pain went away. By the time I reached Cherokee, I stunk so bad because I was wearing the same uniform since they never offered clothes there and since people's property always winds up stolen in RHU at Kershaw (which is located at Cypress building) I was left without a blanket. I filed for missing property but never received a follow-up, and so had to sleep with my roommates old nut-stain covered, smelly ass blanket until I reached Cherokee when I threw it away (and just slept inside my mattress on the floor because the walls always leaked in my room). But thankfully I received a change of clothes in Cherokee. I was screaming in pain from that shit. He broke my collar bones and messed my body/spinal alignment up, but I pressed through. My mental state was deteriorating since I was in Palmetto A, and I didn't have a psych doctor apot until I had a video conference with Dr. Sarah W. via Slack/Microsoft on the computer, and by the time I saw her, the last time I ever saw a doctor was in fucking MARCH (and the appt was on the 6th of September!). And by that time, I was so out of it, that during the conference she noticed blatant schizophrenia and autism and she recommended me for GPH (Gilliam Psychiatric Hospital at Kirkland). You habe to pass a piss test to go there otherwise they'll think the reason you're acting that way is because of drug use, which they did the same day, to which I passed, and 3 days later they called me up to go up to operations for RHU to await transfer (only mental health employees/MHOs can be present as they transfer you there). Once there in Gilliam B #202, which I arrived the next day on Sept. 10th, 2024 (I stayed at ECI for 126 days and that was enough for me) I was there for 30 days before checking out of PC by telling the doctor there that I wasn't safe to go back, so they sent me to Choices in Moultrie A at Broad River across the road for the remainder of my bid upon release for supervised reentry. It was like ghost town (only a dozen people there, me included). So I enjoyed some peace until I left. Also worthy to note, while I was in Waxhaw, a mieacle happened with somebody else when two people overdosed on the rock (one was Trill or Tree-a, and the other was somebody from 133 who vaguely looked like Justin Timberlake), with Trill choking on his own vomit after getting ahold of fentanyl and the other one temporarily dead on the rock, his face turned blue. I put Trill on his side, and he was able to vomit the shit out (my roommate assisted him, and his vomit stunk) and banged on the door for Lt Bennett to come and clap us on rec while calling in responders to bring them out. Thankfully, #133 survived (his roommate left him and checked in to Cherokee on the side I was), but with brain damage. He had cuts on his arms, never got help for it, and still did drugs afterwards. I worried for him enough to tell it to my therapist MHO Foster, but obviously I never seen of him since I left Waxhaw.

(That was a long ass paragraph)

Once I hit the street while out on supervised reentry for 6 days before catching a probation violation, I was at Clean Slate in Sumter (one of only 4 transitional houses in the state that allows sex offenders). Sumter is a real shithole. The city is all rundown looking and the jail is bigger than the fucking hospital, and the doctors there will fucking kill you. While at Sumter-Lee Regional Dept. Of Corrections (since Lee County doesn't have its own jail because there's nothing but Bishopville and backroads in Lee County, so Sumter County jail takes people who catch charges in Lee County also) I went crazy and got put on a smog (turtle vest for people on suicide watch) where I was for about 10 days before they sent me to seg in Bravo/B-Pod on PC. While there, I continued to decompensate to the point that I strung up and pulled a muscle in my neck trying to hang myself because the moment they placed me in the individual cell, there was feces smeared on the walls, piss stains on the floor, dead skin and toenails all over the bedframe and the mattresss stunk like the last viking that was in there since they don't clean rooms or mats. In some cases, I've seen COs spraying the mats off before throwing them back in people's rooms. There were two retarded ass niggers banging on the doors and screaming like baboons all day and night and that really made it worse. After I told them to take me off PC, they gave me three roommates. The first was some old Asian guy. The second was a cool mixed black dude from Bishopville who came from Sumter Medical Center after bwing arrested after getting drunk for days and not eating for the last 2 and he supposedly hit his head in the back of the cop car and got stitches, but about died the next day had his people not bonded him out, because the dumbfuck doctors at Tuomay never bothered to check his alcohol levels. I told a nurse, but she fucking lied about getting help (the dude threw up everytime he drank water and the fake ass "chaplain" they had working there lied to his ass the night he got there, saying he was gonna get food but didn't even give him a mat or a blanket). The third was some faggot white boy from Alabama that I hated. I got in a fight with him and that was the one fight that I won actually (he tried to sneak up behind me and start slingin but I flipped around and his ass fell on the commode before hitting his ass twice, asking him if he was good, before backing off). He suffered cuts to his ear and all over his back because of that. Eventually, they let me go to Echo/E-pod, which is open pod and I stayed there about 4 days (I stayed in B-pod for 30-something to which I only had one rec for 30 minutes and 3 showers that whole time). While in E-pod I was suffering from burning throat pains going back to my previous suicide attempt. My throat felt like it was on fire when I swallowed water but eating food alleviated it, and if I slept, my throat would swell overnight. All the day nurses did was give me Tylenol. I abput gpt in anpther fight after some big black dude started talking shit and I told his ass off.

After going to court via video conference, thet sent me back to R&E at Kirkland. This time in C2. While there, I was met by a retarded buff nigger and a frail nerdy white dudewith a beard. I only lasted three days in that cell before checking out. I told the whole rock that nigger checked out of A1 (because he kept putting my shit on the rock) so he put me in a headlock with my arm and head in it until I coild barely breathe, so I thrashed around violently and injured his spine and left claw marks from my dirty ass fingernails on his back before he let me go. Funny enough, he must've pulled something back because the swallowing pains and inflammation went away after that. Kirkland medical and mental health didn't do shit about it aside from putting me in my room and scheduling some xrays and that's it. The only way I was able to check out is because when he and my other roommate about got into it, I told Lt. Miller he had a knofe, so they had to get contraband come in my room, handcuffed us out, tossed the cell and let us back in. While they were about to uncuff that retarded nigger Darius, I started throwing headbutts and kicks while he was on the door and threatened to kill him the moment police left, so they took me out the cell. Then I went to B1A (because B1B is DJJ R&E, since under 21 is considered "DJJ" in SCDC) and got put in a room with a retarded person again. This time some Honduran dude named Julio and a cool black dude named Ty. Julio was such a fucking deucehead that he had to have the shit every single day, until one night I wigged out and attacked him, throwing an elbow to his neck before he pounded my ass out and I had to go to infirmary. I caught a fighting charge because I admitted to throwing the first hit. Then they sent me to F3 with these two pussy ass child molesters in my room (James Pratt and some bald dude named Paul) who both caught CSC (Criminal Sexual Conduct) charges with kids. I tried leaving the room and having James kicked out, and I one time threatened to beat up my roommates to the Lt, but she never listened of course.

Then I was off to the yard again. This time Tawcaw A at Turbeville. Again, I was given two retarded roommates. The first was Miguel Garcia. He was the same retard who got pounded out by Country at Cherokee (same bigass white dude I tried to attack after wigging out). First night I arrived, I fell off the top bunk, hit the back of my head on the toilet bowl, busted it open and had to get it glued up, and injured my left leg while wigging out on k2/deuce. After that, I couldn't fight no more, because of how badly injured my ribcage was. So both roommates bullied me, pretty much. Him and Lavante Woodberry, after he left. I got sent to the hospital after Lavante whacked me in the face with a Coast soap bar and I had to get stitches at Tuomay hospital. Maxed out from PC.
 
i'm no writer but
tidy up your stream of conciousness there Palaniuk
zero world building, no maps, toponyms piled up on each other randomly with the expectation that the reader is either familiar or omniscient
same with language, put footnotes with translation of your prison slang
divide it into chapters, or publish it in episodes
describe people, the looks and the vibes they gave off
 
What did your come to Jesus moment feel like to you? I've had multiple throughout my life. Mine usually felt like a combination of a blaring warning sign blasting in your mind and forced coincidences that you have to notice because of panic attacks and the like. I'm finding out later on that this is a massive case of long-term hypervigilance and the associated blow out afterwards once the nerves are completely shot.

Also, no one else can really put themselves into your story the way you write it. Don't worry, I wasn't any better at describing weird shit. Very difficult to relate to others when they have no frame of reference and it just comes off as a mental disorder.

Also, yeah K2 is a hell of a drug. I don't know why people would. I've known people that lose their minds for an hour or so on it.
 
First you go to R&E (Reception and Evaluations) just before you hit the yard so you can get classified and so on. In South Carolina, it's a brutal, sluggish process. Just after I hit the yard (Turbeville CI) I had to check out within 2 weeks of being in genpop (Tawcaw B) and I had to leave because of a group of 6 or 7 people. Let's start with the first two: Philly and Dollar. He stole my ID card and sold it to Dollar (who is a Muslim white dude) and he looked me up and had his people put $100 on my books. Philly later gave it back to me along with Dollar's bag. I later found out why. They knew this was my first bid and I was soft, so they trusted me enough to keep it. When canteen day came, the bag failed to deliver. Something happened, but I don't know what. He told me to call my number up and check the balance. No money left. Most other people (my roommate included) already received their goods. Once I checked out, guess who was called to operations with me? PHILLY! Turns out, he was trying to leave because he owed a bunch of people. I saw the Captain first. I told on HIM, and as I later found out, since RHU was full, they decideed to take me to the last room they had available then and threw his ass in Remini A (worse than Tawcaw) and hengot his ass beat. Turns out, he's a former G-D who got kicked out the gang because he stole from another member. Dollar I told on, and they topk the money off my books and he must'vd got hit with a restriction. He never got his stuff. The Bible once said "those who finish first finish last and those who finish last finish first". Another one is Smoke. He videoed me threatening to kill me on camera, then said he was gonna kill me if I snitched (which I never named him in the incident report because of this) and if I checked in, he'd post the video to his private gang-operated FaceBook messenger group (to which he did). After leaving to the next yard (Kershaw) I got put in a room with someone named "Bobby". He had a 30 year bid for a murder charge he committed as a teen. Long time drug addict, never changed. He's maxing out in 2026. He's in his 40s now, but the dude remembers when Perry was R&E! Anyways, I got high with him but when I was high one night, I accidentally knocked all his dope over on the wet floor and he lost his shit. So he decided to put ME in debt with a bunch of people to bring me down with him (the dude knows mixed martial arts). So he got me to bark up some deals on the flap, and one person I later found out I owed $200 in shard. He couldn't pay off his own debts either, apparently. I was wanting to quit by then anyways, but the state doesn't care about that, obviously. Just put me in a room with whoever. Anyway, come to find out later, one of the dudes I owed said he saw the video of me on theessenger group! So Smoke's homeboys just got clapped later and I stayed on the same yard and they couldn't do shit (even when Sycamore A, which is intake where I was at first, is right next to Palmetto, which is where they sent me after I checked in but they rejected my bid for administrative transfer, just to add insult to injury). The only reason I found out was because "DK" (somebody I knew from R&E) identified me when he went to Palmetto B and spoke with Zip. I don't know anybody I owed either. Just karma in play (or "reap what you sow", which I've had to do myself during my bid, although that came later). The only reason nobody in Palmetto did anything to me is because I had a good roommate who was about to be maxing out in 2026 for an attempted murder charge he served 20 years for, and he had connections to higher ups.
Anyways, I got sent to lockup after I wigged out on the rock (I had a proohetic dream, the second of its kind since the dream I had in January 2021 the night before my arrest) telling md I was gonna do something foolish the next day. I injured myself and had to go to infirmary. Spent 21 days DD time before going back to Palmetto A. I only stayed there for a couple days because I got paranoid after my roommate was joking with me (he told me somebody named "Big Snake" who I owed money to in Sycamore was in Palmetto and ready to beat my ass) so I checked out, but bscause I named Zip this time, they approved an administrative transfer and put me on invalid statewide PC. While in lockup, this was when I converted back to Christianity after asking God that million dollar question that I received an answer to that same night, which coincided with a wakeup call announcing my transfer to Evans CI the next morning (which is the most violent prison in the state that's so bad the state is trying to turn it into a check-in yard just to clean it up). Turns out, that faith was needed for what was to come next. They sent me to Waxhaw B (which is the PC side of Waxhaw, with A-side being PI/the worker's pod) but the problem here is: no dorm on the yard has cameras except for Cherokee (which is also PC, but doesn't have AC and is brutal the conditions on the inside, which will be discussed in brief later), you have roommates there (same with Cherokee except for three cells in each pod which are for transgender/handicapped inmates), and Waxhaw used to be so violent with so many deaths in it that to this day it's like walking into a haunted house (the atmosphere is really fucked up in there, it makes you feel like you want to kill yourself). So they gave me this clownass roommate named "Street" from Abeville County, who is a former Blood and Muslim who got wet up at Tyger River and sent there (he claimed he didn't snitch, because he claimed that if you get stabbed that's automatic PC in SCDC, which I know is bullshit because there was somebody stabbed by his roommate in Tawcaw A after I returned to prison to finish my sentence after violating my parole when I was briefly in a transitional house on supervised reentry for 6 days wuth an asshole landlord who later got sent back to the same room because he refused to snitch). Anyways, we were alright at first, but he was a really bad deucehead. He would claim he was gonna quit and then just moments later somebody announces a deal on the rock and he's barking up some deal on that flap stuttering like Courage the Cowardly Dog trying to be the first one to get it. He would repeat this ritual basically everyday. He would get knocked off and sell a tray for paper only to buy fro the same person again to get the same result. The first day I got there, he was asking me if I wanted to sell my mat for k2 and I had to tell his ass no (they just spray synthetic cannabinoids/JWH-018 and its analogs on paper, sometimes Raid wasp spray or "kD," and legal mail it in). Eventually we started falling out before long. I was in Waxhaw for 48 days total. There was nobody who worked in the whole dorm that I liked, both dayshift and nightshift, both Lts included (one of whom had 4 pending investigations on her last year for opening people's doors to let inmates attack them, hates white people, calls PC inmates "pussies" and she still works there as of July this year). I tried leaving repeatedly, told both Lts, to no success. Lt. Bennett would only let me leave if classification was there. Lt. Harrison would not let me leave period. Just days before I successfully did manage to break free (I stayed for a total of 48 days dealing with his retarded ass) I told my case worker and she told me point blank that was the Lt's job, not hers. But she offered me to leave for security reasons because I did mention him hitting me, but something told me to stay, so I did. Eventually, on 6/24/24 I tried banging on the entrance door to the breezeway during rec (top and bottom tiers get two hours separate, Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays in Waxhaw, but usually all week in Cherokee, because there's always bullshit happening on the rock in Waxhaw, but same hours, 2 hours each, top and bottom separate) so I could get Bennett's attention, but the IRC (who was the imam) was talking shit, so I told him to mind his business. Sometime later, my roommate rolls by the IRC and since they cliqued together, he told my roommate, so he punched me in the face, so I struck him in his meaty neck, and that was when "Main" from #151 (Mark Henry-sized black dude, but muscular, wiyh a bald head) picked me up and bodyslammed me on my left side. Since he was telegraphing which side he was gonna throw me on, I closed my left arm against my body, because I knew that if it were stretched out I wouldn't have an arm by now. A voice in my head was telling me basically that I had two choices: do you fear God, or do you fear these lame ass bitches? And by the way, Main was the same person who talked shit to me earlier, but I shrugged him off like he wasn't shit. After the land on that hard ass tile, I got back up, and continued banging on the door, but this time Bennett answered and I explained to her what was going on, and she asked me who did it, and I pointed to the assholes who lynched me, so she said that since classification was present, she was gonna get me ready. She told me to sit down on the barber chair and wait until she came back, so I walked around and chitchatted with some people. One of them was a white boy that my roommate oppressed days before who was weak and fragile (he beat him and gave jim a black eye but stopped hitting me the moment I swung back because he's a coward and even that bodyslam couldn't keep me down) and he was shaking because his roommate Josh was oppressing him too. I talked gentle words with him, handed him a Bible and he headed up front to classification desk, crying. Come to find out later, he started smiling and rejoicing when I saw him through the glass because he found out he was going home that day. Later they put everybody up for rec but by then I already seen classification and they picked me a room in Cherokee to go to. My left arm was in pain (which didn't go away until fucking AUGUST because of neglected treatment) while Bennett was mocking me. I called her a liar earlier because she kept promising to do something. So we went back up to our rooms, my roommate was already laying down on the bed and she told me to grab my property in there. Since my left arm was out of service, she was telling me to hurry up or she'd close me in, so I threw my trash bag wuth my belongings in there on top my mattress with my good arm and dragged it out before she had the opportunity, the PI worker from Waxhaw A put it in the yellow buggy for me, and we headed off for Cherokee D wing (since Cherokee has 4 pods instead of 2 and is behind a fence). Before I got there, I was up in medical annex and Lt. Brown told me to tell Lt. Moultrie in Cherokee to call the front up later because there was people in the holding cell, but he never did and he just closed my ass in and told me to obtain a sick call, but nobody went to my room with one, so night shift had to work with me on that. Come next day (since sick call OTRs are on Tuesdays for Cherokee) he didn't let me out and so I wwas just left to lick my fucking wounds until the pain went away. By the time I reached Cherokee, I stunk so bad because I was wearing the same uniform since they never offered clothes there and since people's property always winds up stolen in RHU at Kershaw (which is located at Cypress building) I was left without a blanket. I filed for missing property but never received a follow-up, and so had to sleep with my roommates old nut-stain covered, smelly ass blanket until I reached Cherokee when I threw it away (and just slept inside my mattress on the floor because the walls always leaked in my room). But thankfully I received a change of clothes in Cherokee. I was screaming in pain from that shit. He broke my collar bones and messed my body/spinal alignment up, but I pressed through. My mental state was deteriorating since I was in Palmetto A, and I didn't have a psych doctor apot until I had a video conference with Dr. Sarah W. via Slack/Microsoft on the computer, and by the time I saw her, the last time I ever saw a doctor was in fucking MARCH (and the appt was on the 6th of September!). And by that time, I was so out of it, that during the conference she noticed blatant schizophrenia and autism and she recommended me for GPH (Gilliam Psychiatric Hospital at Kirkland). You habe to pass a piss test to go there otherwise they'll think the reason you're acting that way is because of drug use, which they did the same day, to which I passed, and 3 days later they called me up to go up to operations for RHU to await transfer (only mental health employees/MHOs can be present as they transfer you there). Once there in Gilliam B #202, which I arrived the next day on Sept. 10th, 2024 (I stayed at ECI for 126 days and that was enough for me) I was there for 30 days before checking out of PC by telling the doctor there that I wasn't safe to go back, so they sent me to Choices in Moultrie A at Broad River across the road for the remainder of my bid upon release for supervised reentry. It was like ghost town (only a dozen people there, me included). So I enjoyed some peace until I left. Also worthy to note, while I was in Waxhaw, a mieacle happened with somebody else when two people overdosed on the rock (one was Trill or Tree-a, and the other was somebody from 133 who vaguely looked like Justin Timberlake), with Trill choking on his own vomit after getting ahold of fentanyl and the other one temporarily dead on the rock, his face turned blue. I put Trill on his side, and he was able to vomit the shit out (my roommate assisted him, and his vomit stunk) and banged on the door for Lt Bennett to come and clap us on rec while calling in responders to bring them out. Thankfully, #133 survived (his roommate left him and checked in to Cherokee on the side I was), but with brain damage. He had cuts on his arms, never got help for it, and still did drugs afterwards. I worried for him enough to tell it to my therapist MHO Foster, but obviously I never seen of him since I left Waxhaw.

(That was a long ass paragraph)

Once I hit the street while out on supervised reentry for 6 days before catching a probation violation, I was at Clean Slate in Sumter (one of only 4 transitional houses in the state that allows sex offenders). Sumter is a real shithole. The city is all rundown looking and the jail is bigger than the fucking hospital, and the doctors there will fucking kill you. While at Sumter-Lee Regional Dept. Of Corrections (since Lee County doesn't have its own jail because there's nothing but Bishopville and backroads in Lee County, so Sumter County jail takes people who catch charges in Lee County also) I went crazy and got put on a smog (turtle vest for people on suicide watch) where I was for about 10 days before they sent me to seg in Bravo/B-Pod on PC. While there, I continued to decompensate to the point that I strung up and pulled a muscle in my neck trying to hang myself because the moment they placed me in the individual cell, there was feces smeared on the walls, piss stains on the floor, dead skin and toenails all over the bedframe and the mattresss stunk like the last viking that was in there since they don't clean rooms or mats. In some cases, I've seen COs spraying the mats off before throwing them back in people's rooms. There were two retarded ass niggers banging on the doors and screaming like baboons all day and night and that really made it worse. After I told them to take me off PC, they gave me three roommates. The first was some old Asian guy. The second was a cool mixed black dude from Bishopville who came from Sumter Medical Center after bwing arrested after getting drunk for days and not eating for the last 2 and he supposedly hit his head in the back of the cop car and got stitches, but about died the next day had his people not bonded him out, because the dumbfuck doctors at Tuomay never bothered to check his alcohol levels. I told a nurse, but she fucking lied about getting help (the dude threw up everytime he drank water and the fake ass "chaplain" they had working there lied to his ass the night he got there, saying he was gonna get food but didn't even give him a mat or a blanket). The third was some faggot white boy from Alabama that I hated. I got in a fight with him and that was the one fight that I won actually (he tried to sneak up behind me and start slingin but I flipped around and his ass fell on the commode before hitting his ass twice, asking him if he was good, before backing off). He suffered cuts to his ear and all over his back because of that. Eventually, they let me go to Echo/E-pod, which is open pod and I stayed there about 4 days (I stayed in B-pod for 30-something to which I only had one rec for 30 minutes and 3 showers that whole time). While in E-pod I was suffering from burning throat pains going back to my previous suicide attempt. My throat felt like it was on fire when I swallowed water but eating food alleviated it, and if I slept, my throat would swell overnight. All the day nurses did was give me Tylenol. I abput gpt in anpther fight after some big black dude started talking shit and I told his ass off.

After going to court via video conference, thet sent me back to R&E at Kirkland. This time in C2. While there, I was met by a retarded buff nigger and a frail nerdy white dudewith a beard. I only lasted three days in that cell before checking out. I told the whole rock that nigger checked out of A1 (because he kept putting my shit on the rock) so he put me in a headlock with my arm and head in it until I coild barely breathe, so I thrashed around violently and injured his spine and left claw marks from my dirty ass fingernails on his back before he let me go. Funny enough, he must've pulled something back because the swallowing pains and inflammation went away after that. Kirkland medical and mental health didn't do shit about it aside from putting me in my room and scheduling some xrays and that's it. The only way I was able to check out is because when he and my other roommate about got into it, I told Lt. Miller he had a knofe, so they had to get contraband come in my room, handcuffed us out, tossed the cell and let us back in. While they were about to uncuff that retarded nigger Darius, I started throwing headbutts and kicks while he was on the door and threatened to kill him the moment police left, so they took me out the cell. Then I went to B1A (because B1B is DJJ R&E, since under 21 is considered "DJJ" in SCDC) and got put in a room with a retarded person again. This time some Honduran dude named Julio and a cool black dude named Ty. Julio was such a fucking deucehead that he had to have the shit every single day, until one night I wigged out and attacked him, throwing an elbow to his neck before he pounded my ass out and I had to go to infirmary. I caught a fighting charge because I admitted to throwing the first hit. Then they sent me to F3 with these two pussy ass child molesters in my room (James Pratt and some bald dude named Paul) who both caught CSC (Criminal Sexual Conduct) charges with kids. I tried leaving the room and having James kicked out, and I one time threatened to beat up my roommates to the Lt, but she never listened of course.

Then I was off to the yard again. This time Tawcaw A at Turbeville. Again, I was given two retarded roommates. The first was Miguel Garcia. He was the same retard who got pounded out by Country at Cherokee (same bigass white dude I tried to attack after wigging out). First night I arrived, I fell off the top bunk, hit the back of my head on the toilet bowl, busted it open and had to get it glued up, and injured my left leg while wigging out on k2/deuce. After that, I couldn't fight no more, because of how badly injured my ribcage was. So both roommates bullied me, pretty much. Him and Lavante Woodberry, after he left. I got sent to the hospital after Lavante whacked me in the face with a Coast soap bar and I had to get stitches at Tuomay hospital. Maxed out from PC.
How many times did you get your donut hole glazed while in there? I didn't read much of it, but have a feeling you left out some juicy tidbits
 
What did your come to Jesus moment feel like to you? I've had multiple throughout my life. Mine usually felt like a combination of a blaring warning sign blasting in your mind and forced coincidences that you have to notice because of panic attacks and the like. I'm finding out later on that this is a massive case of long-term hypervigilance and the associated blow out afterwards once the nerves are completely shot.

Also, no one else can really put themselves into your story the way you write it. Don't worry, I wasn't any better at describing weird shit. Very difficult to relate to others when they have no frame of reference and it just comes off as a mental disorder.

Also, yeah K2 is a hell of a drug. I don't know why people would. I've known people that lose their minds for an hour or so on it.
I Was an atheist/agnostic/undecided before I went to prison. Im born again now. Also, yeah k2 made me bug out.
 
Gilliam A at Kirkland is essentially a GP3 character dorm. It's at Gilliam Psychiatric Hospital. I think it's for GH3's. You even get limited canteen at Gilliam A. Gilliam B is like death row except they don't shower you. It even looks like Edisto at Broad River and contrary to popular belief, death row inmates from Broad River (formerly the big building out on the lawn at Kirkland they had to tear down and are in the process pf rebuilding) and Lieber. You get showers every day and rec, but it's even more restricted than death row in some aspects in that you attend groups, it's 24 hrs medical and mental health on standby, and they don't handcuff you to a plastic restraint chair and wash you butt ass naked like at death row. You do get fed extra sometimes, but it's shitty Kirkland food. Broad River keeps their death row inmates wellfed. They get the green trays and can get loaded canteen bags from bleeding hearts on the street that they don't even know due to the high profile nature of the case, and wear green uniforms - not even yellow RHU jumpsuits like at Gilliam B (gray uniforms for Gilliam A).

Edisto at Broad River looks exactly like Gilliam Psychiatric Hospital on the inside. They even have a nurse room. Death row (which is Edisto at Broad River) is similar to Waxhaw B at Evans in that you get three recs a week, Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, top and bottom tiers sepaeate, but one man cell under camera monitor and pushbutton speaker in your room. Death row is like a character dorm ironically enough. You might find some cool old black guys who smoke deuce, have no teeth and wigout who've been gangsters back in the 1970s, prey on white boys, and are real comedic relief.

Lieber is one of the two yards with statewide PC (besides McCormick CI in McCormick, SC) and death row (like Broad River Edisto unit). It also used to be R&E for people convicted in the 843 area code range (Broad River 803 and Perry 864) but now R&E is at Kirkland (A1/A2 - arguably the worst two dorms in R&E besides C1, B1A/straight time R&E, B1B/youthful offenders R&E, B2 a Kirkland yard elite cadre dorm that people without certain writeups for years, aren't sex offenders or past sex offenders or mental health can attend, including the secretary to the warden who has access to a desktop windows computer that an officer can unlock at will, C1/C2 R&E - rough as shit, D dorms - lockup dorms, E dorms - other Kirkland yard; everyone has to work and not catch any in-houses, even if linor, can stay on the yard, F1 - another cadre dorm and formerly suicide watch and/or Choices (now in Moultrie A at Broad River which is a RC/Residential Care unit for people with severe personality disorders and SIB go), F2 - ICS (another RC outpatient treatment facility for people with psychosis and low IQ - unlike Choices, you can't stay here as long as you want; only until a doctor says you can leave; it's a stepdown of GPH), F3 - R&E dorm (where all the registered LGBT inmates get sent) and GPH (already described).

The yard layout for BRCI goes as follows:

Moultrie A / Choices - already described.
Moultrie B / 24 hrs medical - people dying go here usually.
Greenwood - DJJ (used to be one side LLBMU/Low Level Behavior Mamagement Unit, which is a stepdown of GPH and RC when you catch a lockup charge there, but it's basically for suicide watch's and turtle suits, now located at Congaree which is DHU, and same with HLBMU/High Level Behavior Management Unit, which used to be one side in Moultrie, but is now also in Congaree besides SMHU/Secure Mental Health Unit).
Congaree - DHU. Already explained.
Edisto - Death row. Already explained.
Saluda - RHU.
Wateree - genpop (turned up)
Monticello - genpop (somewhat turned up; there was a stabbing while I was there, but usually you did sokething to incur that prior, like being part of a gang - neutrals are largely untouchable).
Murray - genpop (soft dorm; lots of old people and white folks go here).
Marion - PI/Prison Industries. The worker's dorm.

Evans layout goes as follows:

Waxhaw A - PI/workers pod.
Waxhaw B - PC (dangerous!)
Cheraw - the closest thing to a soft genpop dorm on this whole yard and it's hit constantly.
Kiawah - genpop (WARZONE!) (Kiawah B is where mental health go now!)
Santee - genpop (turn't)
Cherokee - PC (four pods, no AC, outdoor air flapslide ventilation, summers are brutal, bugs and wall leakage is bad, mildew is bad, rec is 1 hour top and bottom tiers separate but usually all week due to less bullshit happening in Cherokee, but you are still given roommates, but there are three one man cells in each pod, these are the transgender/handicap cells, which I was in one after I got bodyslammed in a fight before I checked out of Waxhaw B).
RHU - literally the straightest place on the yard, ironically enough.

Evans used to be a level 3 until 2004. It's a ME now. ME means medium security. A level 2. PC is dangerous at Evans because you have roommates and inattnetive staff. Mental health is virtually nonexistent. They forget about you when you're on PC. It also runs your time up, believe-it-or-not. You can stay years past your maxout date on PC sometimes.

I just gave you whole yard layouts for two level 3's (Kirkland, although Kirkland yard in B2/E-dorms/F1 is a 1, 2 and 3 but you have cells however it resembles F3/Moultrie at Broad River on the inside layout with small two-man designed rooms and one former level 3 (Evans), now it's time I move onto Turbeville and Kershaw County CI.

Turbeville - ME/GP2

Tawcaw A - the soft side of Tawcaw - and it's still brutal.
Tawcaw B - genpop (warzone)
Remini - uninhabited due to poor circulation. Used to be even worse than Tawcaw but now that's Elliott.
Elliott - the new Remini formerly the character pod (Elliott A), and the soft pod for genpop (Elliott B) but now they moved to Santee, and Santee B is the character pod.
Santee A, C and D - the soft dorm for genpop.
Santee B - the character pod.
Seloc - DJJ.
Wyboo - one side genpop, one side prison rehab.
MSUs 1 & 2 - ROUGH. AS. HELL. PC have roommates, lockups have roommates if doing DD time, only people there in one man cells is suicide watch and SD lockups (beuond 90 days).

Santee is the only straight dorm on the yard (although RHU gets fed better and has fucking lights in the rooms and the windows uncovered unlike Tawcaw).

Kershaw County CI yard layout:

Sycamore A - the intake pod where all new arrivals go for up to 90 days - rough.
Sycamore B - the SPICE program character dorm run by the chaplain (Potolka and formerly Miller, who now thankfully works at Evans so they now have at least one person good working there) for caregivers at hospices. One of the two yards that has these besides Tyger River which I believe is dorm 1 or 2.
Palmetto - the soft dorm for genpop.
Cypress - RHU. One man cell unlike Turbeville and actually kinda straight if it wasn't for property always winding up missing/stolen from bags.
Hickory - like Cherokee at Evans in that it has 4 pods and no AC. It's genpop. You might get killed over here. (SHITHOLE!)
Oak - genpop (worse than Hickory).
Magnolia - the regular character dorm (lots of transsexuals).

Out of the prisons I've been to - Kirkland GPH (Gilliam B #202) and Broad River were the only "straight" yards that I've been to. The 2's were all the worst ones (Turbeville, Kershaw although I loved everybody who worked there, and Evans). Broad River has a nice huge ass gym. I've been there. It even has a piano, water bottles on the bleachers and a basketball court. The 2's are worse than the 3's in SCDC. Those rumors you hear are true.
 
I saw people get stabbed at Turbeville and C1B at Kirkland R&E. I've also been to Lexington and Sumter County jails. Bravo pod at Sumter-Lee Regional Dept. of Corrections was the single worst, roughest I've ever been in my life. Extremely traumatic and I was therexfor over 30 days. I left for Echo pod which was better though after I checked out of PC only for the 4th time. E-pod is open pod, so you have "cubes" which are two bunks separated by a wall from another two bunks.
 
Bravo pod at Sumter County jail is the worst place I've ever been. And no I mean the moment I walk in I see they don't believe in cleaning cells after people leave, because there was shit all over the walls, piss stains all over the floor, dead skin and toenails all over the bedframe, a stinky mattress that smells like the last viking who was in there with the cleanest thing in the whole room being the fucking blankets. I repeatedly asked for cleaning materials but shit was moving by so slowly and they never did what they said they were gonna do a million times already. I slept with my mattress on the fucking pissy ass floor those bedframes were so nasty. And mental health saying they're gonna see you twice when you're having mental health crises and screaming till you tear your throat, writhing naked on the floor, delirious, psychotic, manic, everybody that works there except for Q is a goddamned liar, Capt. Sweatt and Sgt. Evans were real pieces of shit. And that fakeass "chaplain Howell" fucker who claims to be a man of God but after my second roommate came in, they didn't give him so much as a mattress or a blanket nevermind food because the dumbfuck doctors at Tuomay hospital never bothered to check his fucking blood alcohol levels, sent him straight to the jail, he started throwing up everytime he drank water or ate something, was throwing up stomach lining, hadm't ate for 2 days but was on a 7 day alcoholic binge, was clearly suffering alcohol poisoning, was clearly dying in my room, and had he not get bonded out hours after this started the following day after admission by his people he would've been dead. I even told the bitchass murse who lied and said she was getting help but never came back. I developed burning swallowing pains when drinking liquids that went away when I ate something solid, and my throat would get dry and swell up pver night and this problem didn't go away until I got into a fight in C2B44 with a retard roommate who put me in a headlock from the front with my right arm in it and we struggled violently, I managed to claw his back with my dirty, shitty ass fingernails and injured his spine when we were throwing down on the floor at the door when I yelled om the rock that he checked out of A1 and he was bullying my roommate so I stood up for him. I only checked out until after I told the bitchass Lt. Miller that he had a knife so she could bring contraband back to toss the cell, handcuffed us out, put us back in, starting with myself who was handcuffed after I was put in, so I attacked him at the door, throwing headbutts with my injured neck and throwing kicks to him at the door and said I was gonna kill him if they left so they opened the door back up to let me leave to B1A. He must've pulled something back in my neck while also pulling my right shoulder forward.
 
Bravo pod at Sumter County jail is the worst place I've ever been. And no I mean the moment I walk in I see they don't believe in cleaning cells after people leave, because there was shit all over the walls, piss stains all over the floor, dead skin and toenails all over the bedframe, a stinky mattress that smells like the last viking who was in there with the cleanest thing in the whole room being the fucking blankets. I repeatedly asked for cleaning materials but shit was moving by so slowly and they never did what they said they were gonna do a million times already. I slept with my mattress on the fucking pissy ass floor those bedframes were so nasty. And mental health saying they're gonna see you twice when you're having mental health crises and screaming till you tear your throat, writhing naked on the floor, delirious, psychotic, manic, everybody that works there except for Q is a goddamned liar, Capt. Sweatt and Sgt. Evans were real pieces of shit. And that fakeass "chaplain Howell" fucker who claims to be a man of God but after my second roommate came in, they didn't give him so much as a mattress or a blanket nevermind food because the dumbfuck doctors at Tuomay hospital never bothered to check his fucking blood alcohol levels, sent him straight to the jail, he started throwing up everytime he drank water or ate something, was throwing up stomach lining, hadm't ate for 2 days but was on a 7 day alcoholic binge, was clearly suffering alcohol poisoning, was clearly dying in my room, and had he not get bonded out hours after this started the following day after admission by his people he would've been dead. I even told the bitchass murse who lied and said she was getting help but never came back. I developed burning swallowing pains when drinking liquids that went away when I ate something solid, and my throat would get dry and swell up pver night and this problem didn't go away until I got into a fight in C2B44 with a retard roommate who put me in a headlock from the front with my right arm in it and we struggled violently, I managed to claw his back with my dirty, shitty ass fingernails and injured his spine when we were throwing down on the floor at the door when I yelled om the rock that he checked out of A1 and he was bullying my roommate so I stood up for him. I only checked out until after I told the bitchass Lt. Miller that he had a knife so she could bring contraband back to toss the cell, handcuffed us out, put us back in, starting with myself who was handcuffed after I was put in, so I attacked him at the door, throwing headbutts with my injured neck and throwing kicks to him at the door and said I was gonna kill him if they left so they opened the door back up to let me leave to B1A. He must've pulled something back in my neck while also pulling my right shoulder forward.
By the time I maxed out on Jul 2nd, 2025 I was serioisly injured and emaciated/balding from lack of nutrition. My hair has fully grown back now. My weight is healthy now. I'm on Haldol injections now. While at Turbeville the second time in Tawcaw A, I got injured three times - the first time when I wigged out on k2/synthetic cannabis the day I got there because of my roommate getting me to do it, injured the back of my head after I fell off the top bunk and the back of my head hit the toilet bowl (some people have died doing this), messing my lower left leg up scrounging on the floor, and injured my ribcage. My first roommate abused me even while I was down and out because I was injured. The night I was in the holding cell I decompensated badly because I was in a lot of pain and was being ignored. The second roommate I had was a convicted murderer who almost killed me when he swung a Coast soap bar in a blue netbag across my face, busting my cheek open since I'm missing a lot of teeth in the back so it missed the skull and because I stayed on the top bunk and held on while he tried to pull me off (even pulling my pants off and throwing them back) saying he was gonna stomp me on the floor, I was sitting on the top bunk when Lavante Woodberry attacked me in the face and I started exploding in blood, that rich iron was alll I tasted, and it about made me sick I swallowed so much, because he busted an artery open in my face, so he let me check out at the flap, I got sent to operations and had to get transported in the back of a police car to Tuomay hospital to get stitches because it opened my face, but my skull was thankfully okay, because he swung any higher and hit the orbital I would've lost an eye. He got sent to the box to get transferred to Lee County while I got sent to a two man PC cell again with some other retard (although who thankfully wasn't too bad to me; my face was badly swelled up until shortly before I maxed out). The dumbfuck doctor kept prescribing me a healthy heart diet that's low carb and fat, thinking that is for underweight/malnutrition when that's actually for people who are overweight dumbfucks. Writing on that kiosk at Turbeville gets nothing done.
 
By the time I maxed out on Jul 2nd, 2025 I was serioisly injured and emaciated/balding from lack of nutrition. My hair has fully grown back now. My weight is healthy now. I'm on Haldol injections now. While at Turbeville the second time in Tawcaw A, I got injured three times - the first time when I wigged out on k2/synthetic cannabis the day I got there because of my roommate getting me to do it, injured the back of my head after I fell off the top bunk and the back of my head hit the toilet bowl (some people have died doing this), messing my lower left leg up scrounging on the floor, and injured my ribcage. My first roommate abused me even while I was down and out because I was injured. The night I was in the holding cell I decompensated badly because I was in a lot of pain and was being ignored. The second roommate I had was a convicted murderer who almost killed me when he swung a Coast soap bar in a blue netbag across my face, busting my cheek open since I'm missing a lot of teeth in the back so it missed the skull and because I stayed on the top bunk and held on while he tried to pull me off (even pulling my pants off and throwing them back) saying he was gonna stomp me on the floor, I was sitting on the top bunk when Lavante Woodberry attacked me in the face and I started exploding in blood, that rich iron was alll I tasted, and it about made me sick I swallowed so much, because he busted an artery open in my face, so he let me check out at the flap, I got sent to operations and had to get transported in the back of a police car to Tuomay hospital to get stitches because it opened my face, but my skull was thankfully okay, because he swung any higher and hit the orbital I would've lost an eye. He got sent to the box to get transferred to Lee County while I got sent to a two man PC cell again with some other retard (although who thankfully wasn't too bad to me; my face was badly swelled up until shortly before I maxed out). The dumbfuck doctor kept prescribing me a healthy heart diet that's low carb and fat, thinking that is for underweight/malnutrition when that's actually for people who are overweight dumbfucks. Writing on that kiosk at Turbeville gets nothing done.
My neck is still kinda atrophied at the back but I can at least swallow now. Yeah, while I was in B-pod at Sumter, my third roommate was some retard redneck in his 40s from Alabama (anout my dad's size) who I fought and this was actually the first (and last) fight that I won because he tried to sneak up behind me and attack me but I turned around real fast and he slammed and hit the toilet, so I got ontop of him and clocked him twice. After I got off of him, I yelled it on the rock that they gave me a shotout roommate, but he told me we were gonna have to fight again if I made that public so I backed off.
 
I'm schizophrenic and traumatized. I'm real smart at physics, cosmology, mathematics (mainly geometry), computer engineering, network engineering, Vibe coding, computer science, hemp textiles and biofuels, etc. But all job routes are shut except for self-employment or manual labor till your calluses burst for virtually no pay. I'm a sex offender. I guess I just have to move on. While I was in prison, I was sent to Kirkland R&E after spending two days in Lexington County Jail where I was placed in C1A16, where I had to check out after my roommates asked me my charges and started taking my trays, until the Lt. McGuire opened the door for us to get out for caf (which is extremely rare in C1) and you have 3-man cells in R&E. I had a possessing child porn charge. I witnessed somebody get stabbed after I got moved to C1B55. Which is really the worst part of Kirkland R&E outside A1/A2. I had neighbirs who threw piss in my room and stunk it up. And that same room threatened me on the day I got moved to the yard, first through Turbeville where I went to Tawcaw B as a GP2, and within 2 weeks I already had my mom call the place up and I got sent to operations to see Captain and she put me on PC after one of the guys I filed a PC complaint against was trying to check out the same day as me (he stole my ID and handed it to somebody for money to rent and max my card out) and this is not the first time something like this has happened to me, because while in R&E I got clapped out of $30 of my family's hard earned money after my retard roommates took advantage of me being high on 6 Tegretol 200mgs to give my PIN number so he could max out my phone calls. Named Wolf. Asshole. I was already vulnerable (autistic) but I was taken advantage of. The same person he sold it to told everyone I was a pedophile, and one person had me on video threatening me, telling me to say my charges, and so on and that video got shared after I checked out over a FaceBook messenger group, and he threatened to kill me if I ever got him clapped of his phone. I almost got killed one incident when I almost ruined somebody's Android phone not knowing what I was doing, installed a Nethunter apk file and it didn't turn on, thinking I softbricked it, I placed it down and ran, went back upstairs and Juice went downstairs to retrieve his phone and by a miracle he got it to work because it wouldn't turn on no matter what when I tried. I was being threatened, hs was the same person to clocked me in the jaw and I felt it because he found out my charges, I had to pretend I was a hacker Johning people to avoid assaults from Easy who was threatening me for no reason other than I was white (initially). Zo tried extorting my family. While on PC (the other guy who tried checking out with me I snitched on in the PC report and got sent to Remini A - worse than Tawcaw!) I was given a roommate. The first roommate came and left. He extorted me for my trays (even on the holiday meals when I cried at night). The second person attacked me over my charges after he had his girlfriend look me up, made me stay on my bed, threatened to kill me in front of officers while they did nothing to stop the abuse, then after he got semt to the box to get shipped to Lee County, they sent me to Elliott A for the last day (the then character pod before it got moved to Santee B after the Remini people moved to Elliott) before getting transferred to Kershaw. It goes on from there. I barely made it. It was rough as an autistic transsexual with ptsd and major depression/schizophrenia. I never touched a child, I cried for help but the therapist reported me, so I gave up.
 
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I had to survive general population and PC as a known chomo for 2 yesrs and stand on business. I almost got into a fight in E-pod at Sumter County jail with the biggest black dude on the rock who looks like he could bodyslam me when he heard me spitting phlegm on toilet paper and putting it under my bed because I couldn't keep getting up at night to spit in the toilet because of how I injured my throat in the hanging attempt. I told him to talk that shit to my face and that I stand on business.
 
I had to survive general population and PC as a known chomo for 2 yesrs and stand on business. I almost got into a fight in E-pod at Sumter County jail with the biggest black dude on the rock who looks like he could bodyslam me when he heard me spitting phlegm on toilet paper and putting it under my bed because I couldn't keep getting up at night to spit in the toilet because of how I injured my throat in the hanging attempt. I told him to talk that shit to my face and that I stand on business.
Many people don't make it. There was a dude at Evans named Ernie who died 30 days before he could be released. The bloods were extorting his mother, making her pay cashapp to fund the enterprise and the moment he refused, they cut his neck open right in the floodzones for money that he didn't owe for being white. And the sad thing is, he didn't even have a fucked up charge like me. He had possession of a stolen vehicle, failure to stop at a bluelight and resisting arrest.
 
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