you judging others comes across as pretty disingenuous...
You might be thinking of 'hypocritical'?
Disingenuous = insincere, and it would be insincere of me to pretend that I am not prone towards being a judgmental jerk.
That's my inclination and I can work on that, curb it where possible, but it's hard to stop my thoughts forming opinions about others, and I'm not sure I'd want to, rather I just want to form fairer opinions less led by my emotions.
I'll say it now, I'm not perfect but I try to (Don't always succeed) at being a decent person.
I'm not perfect, I made mistakes, I'm human but I try, you don't even bother doing that.
I still make occasional attempts at being a decent person.
I will admit that as years go by, I have observed myself getting more jaded, so these attempts come less frequently and with less gusto.
So by comparison, it is very feasible to me that energetic lads like yourself make more frequent and more thorough attempts at self-improvement than I do.
On that basis it comes across as a hollow "those who do not do, teach" sort of preaching, I guess?
That's pretty annoying, but I weirdly seem compelled to embrace annoyance... must be some kinda pathetic cry for attention.
You still haven't apologized for your pass actions 10 years ago
In... November 2010? This is going to take some narrowing down TBH if you want me to know what you mean.
nor admit to them being wrong
Do you mean like moral wrongness or technical incorrectness?
I'm not really sure who I'm even meant to be addressing here.
If you mean some mixture of clarification or revision of past opinions, that has progressively happened a LOT here and there over the years but I've largely given up on attempts to make grand gestures to convince people since people basically shut out explanations and tell me I'm lying any time I try.
you're still as arrogant & stuck-up as you always were...
I need the Sheik to put me in my place, yeah
I'm kinda fond of a lot of arrogant characters so maybe on some level I think by projecting confidence (even if fake foolhardy pseudoconfidence) it will make people want to talk to me.