As long as you stay in your country and do your thing, I don't care.  I think it's sad that you have to distort reality not only in their own mind but want to distort it in others in order to feel like you belong.
Here's the thing. Not everyone is going to like you.  You pretending to be a woman greatly increases the chance of people not liking you.  
I find sexual deviants repulsive.  But as long as they keep to themselves and stay the fuck away from kids, do what you want to do. 
The thing about homosexuals/troons is as you age, you'll need "help" ie drugs in order to help you get through what a miserable wreck you've made your life. Drugs invite violence and or death.   If life is so boring that you need that sort of thing in your life to "feel alive."  Then take up sky diving.  At least do something cool.