who is lolnotnx?
- Thread starter sheldonsnooper
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Hard to say I think it was 2015? could be 2014, but then I would 11 years old in that story.
Jesus fuckin christ
What is exactly up?
What I hate is that Russia is full of pedophiles, my social network was nuked by people trying to get nudes out of me or to get closer to me, one even eventually did get what he wanted, and people used to take pictures of my house, etc and stalked me.
I was like 16 I think, you might argue shit, but I still see all of that as predatory, I will never believe anyone who says those 45 - 75 years old people are not pedos, who excuses them with the age of consent law are retards and maybe even have something to do with pedophilia themselves.
I was actually 15, I just checked again,
I take it you don't like stalkers.
Well if you are my stalker then as long as you are not a creep or pedo, I might even tolerate that.
Fuck off. I already explained that I want to burn all bridges and leave ED forever, that is why I dropped that nuclear bomb of info, all kinks on that fucking screenshot are indeed lies, my kinks are about eunuchs and body modifications, piss off I have never any kind of interest in kids. I just fucking sick and tired of this circus I created.
I end up loving ED, I am sorry for just shitposting the worst joke ever, I knew it would destroy everything, but well I thought I will not come back.
this would explain some of null's behavior
Lulziez for crying out loud, what the fuck is wrong with you.
It's not what I wanted, I DID NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN, furthermore, I am glad it never happened, please leave me be for fuck sake.
I was ashamed for the rest of my fucking life for that, I fucking hated myself for many years, I had suffered enough, fuck you.
Was I 9 or 10 or 11 it doesn't fucking matter, like Idk, I just hate it.
I fucking hate all of it.
so why are you still going down your “sickfuck” rabbithole ?? why are u still obsessed with torturing yourself and being the worst version of yourself if you’re so “ashamed” ?? i’ve tried to help you. i’ve given you the best advice i could’ve given, and you deliberately went against it. so long as you decide to be horrible to yourself, i will be horrible to you. get off the internet and go to fucking long term residential therapy dude.
the correct answer would have been "because it's funny" but you just had to fuck up
Listen. I hate how shit works in Germany it took ages to get fucking health insurance, and now I can't even find a therapist, all of the fucks are full.
I tried to kill myself recently and well there I got a nice comment that it is fine to hurt myself as long as I don't kill myself.
I trying to get help, but all shit just goes wrong wrong, no one care to provide therapy or help to a suicidal person, it's just fucking nuts.
I am not even torturing myself anymore, I did genital mutilation stuff last time like three months ago, and a bit more.
As a result, I was feeling so depressed and I was even trying to come back to my ex, but I felt extremely unstable, like I think ED gave me some kind of support for my life, so I think I will hang here a bit longer, because in reality I can't even fucking get therapy and without people to talk with it's fucking over.
I don't have friends anymore left, all just died straight up, or well other shit happened to them, and currently, I am all alone.
There is nothing left except for ED.
You call this support?
Yes, I was holding on the life with these people, so umm yes it is some kind of support for me.
We keep telling you to get professional help.
I keep trying. But it's just hard, all fucking psychotherapists are full, and tons of people need therapy as it turns out.
And for the last two months, I couldn't even try seeking any help at all as I was not really insured.
Like I really fucking trying but it feels I keep getting screwed over by german healthcare.