who is lolnotnx?

[Crassmeister]

Listen. I hate how shit works in Germany it took ages to get fucking health insurance, and now I can't even find a therapist, all of the fucks are full.

zeig mir an der Puppe, wo hat er dich berührt

 

[lulziez]

Listen. I hate how shit works in Germany it took ages to get fucking health insurance, and now I can't even find a therapist, all of the fucks are full.
I tried to kill myself recently and well there I got a nice comment that it is fine to hurt myself as long as I don't kill myself.
I trying to get help, but all shit just goes wrong wrong, no one care to provide therapy or help to a suicidal person, it's just fucking nuts.
I am not even torturing myself anymore, I did genital mutilation stuff last time like three months ago, and a bit more.

then find a free online therapy program for the time being? you’re making excuses to not get better, and on here, it looks like you have no motivation to even try. you’d rather make a fool out of yourself.

As a result, I was feeling so depressed and I was even trying to come back to my ex, but I felt extremely unstable, like I think ED gave me some kind of support for my life, so I think I will hang here a bit longer, because in reality I can't even fucking get therapy and without people to talk with it's fucking over.
I don't have friends anymore left, all just died straight up, or well other shit happened to them, and currently, I am all alone.
There is nothing left except for ED.

you can’t substitute therapy for an edgy internet forum. but i understand your position in this. i been there lol. people here just want to see u get right or kys bro.