@squiggles2 Do you believe that faith is also about your relationship with the Holy Trinity and your commitment to the Catholic Church?
So, I had a great but overall bad experience with Rainbow 6 Siege tonight. I'm doing awesome, but I'm playing people who have way more hours put into this game. We are losing every match because I the only one that will do all ops and try to point out the bad guys while everyone else just goes for the k/d ratio. That's done. It was somewhat unappreciated. Now I can answer this question.
Before that, I have the tDCS/tACS device on again and this time I'm doing the back of my head where the visual cortex are located. Something tells me that moving around and trying to be coordinated while I do this isn't a great idea. So, I'm typing and thinking about answers instead.
The Holy Trinity you say. Let's explain what the Holy Trinity means to me, because I can read the Bible all I want and not get the answers I'm seeking because the words were written down ages ago and changed and languages changed meanings and people made their own interpretations and over and over again people think that they have the answer to all of this. On top of that, we are mainly talking about parables and stories and ways to relate to people who lived in societies where this made sense 2000 years ago. While some things are relatable and ubiquitous to all human experiences, other times it definitely isn't. A lot of that made its way into every religious text that you are going to read. They may say something stupid like "My foots a duck" and you are left wondering what the fuck they are talking about. Why am I going to listen to the whole of everyone else's experiences through their own lens that doesn't make any sense to me, a person living in 2025 where I cannot relate to the things that they are talking about?
So, the Holy Trinity:
1) God - The inner voice in your head that you talk to. Maybe there is a real God. There probably is a real God. At least in my opinion. That thing that tells you to cooperate and continue the human species into the future and not make us extinct. Yeah, that's a good thing. Do more of that. Meeting God is an overpowering experience if you've ever had it happen to you. You feel like you aren't in your body anymore. You feel so little and like you are approaching ... A GOD! No no no, humble little me. I'll bow, thank you very much. Yes, yes, whatever you say. I'll never do that again. Please, I'll be good. Is that the thing you are talking about?
2) Jesus - The walking embodiment of the perfectly humble role model that you should follow? What more do I need to say? Don't fight authority. Give to Caesar what belongs to Caesar and you will be rewarded in the next life. That's sound about right to me.
3) The Holy Spirit - Lol. LMAO even. Have you ever "been on fire"? Have you ever "been on a roll"? Have you ever been "in the zone"? Have you ever felt "just right"? Have you ever felt your ancestors talking to you? You're motherfucking from heaven? You're father from heaven? You're grandparents? Have you ever experience synchronicity? Have you ever experienced perfection? Have you ever tried something for the very first time and did it, and then you were like "if I try to do this 1000 more times, I'm not going to be able to do it again"? Yeah, that's the Holy Spirit.
At least in these eyes and in this mind.
What do you think?
