Serious question
- Thread starter LowTek
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I just got my semi monthly antipsychotics injection retard
Lovecraft
Dramacrat
Being diagnozed with "thoughts" would be a fucking start and a shocker in your case.
You come off like a parrot perched by the backdoor by the dumpsters of a particularly bad dive bar, endlessly regurgitating the most retarded nonsense uttered by homo sapiens ever since we left the fucking savannah.
LowTek
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LowTek
retard
Those would be "intrusive thoughts" that you are thinking of.
Imagine having a tolerable amount of
"intrusive thoughts" but it is only positive things it guides you to.
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I stopped having intrusive thoughts long ago. Now, I just feel like I have to watch what I say because it is likely to have some kind of Nostradamus effect.
Also, my inner monologue is something that I can control. I can speak to myself in my head in my own voice when I want to. Most of the time, I just choose not to.
If we are going to talk about strange beliefs, we should at least bring up this one. I think that your "inner monologue" voice in your head can actually be read by other people or whatever "entity" you want to put in place of people.
Not entirely sure if the mind can be read if you don't use your voice, however.
If we are going to talk about strange beliefs, we should at least bring up this one. I think that your "inner monologue" voice in your head can actually be read by other people or whatever "entity" you want to put in place of people.
Not entirely sure if the mind can be read if you don't use your voice, however.
I absolutely do hear auditory hallucinations from time to time. I probably am schizophrenic on some level.
Fuck it, I'm going to tell a strange story. I've already told this to one person. Let's make it public.
One night, I was in a strange mood because very weird things were happening. I started to type on my phone in the notes because that's what I do when these kind of things happen.
I was using my inner monologue as I was typing. The entire time I talked when I was typing on the phone. I was doing this for about a half hour. I was completely silent the entire time. You wouldn't know that I was home because I was that silent.
My mom woke up and came to my room. She said that I woke her up because I was talking to myself. I told her that I hadn't said a single thing the entire time.
This is a 100% true story. I later explained to my mom what had happened and she didn't seem phased by it.
Now explain that one to me Mr Science guy.
One night, I was in a strange mood because very weird things were happening. I started to type on my phone in the notes because that's what I do when these kind of things happen.
I was using my inner monologue as I was typing. The entire time I talked when I was typing on the phone. I was doing this for about a half hour. I was completely silent the entire time. You wouldn't know that I was home because I was that silent.
My mom woke up and came to my room. She said that I woke her up because I was talking to myself. I told her that I hadn't said a single thing the entire time.
This is a 100% true story. I later explained to my mom what had happened and she didn't seem phased by it.
Now explain that one to me Mr Science guy.
LowTek
retard
Well... honestly the things I'm talking about are not '"schizo" or disorganized thoughts.
It's almost like an "angel/entity" watching over me.
Telling me that God loves me and wants to see me do well.
Call Me Tim
Dramacrat
Guess the number I'm thinking of
LowTek
retard
Well, whatever happened.
I feel like we are on the right timeline now.
The positive good one.
I have never felt like I was on the correct one until recently.
LowTek
retard
Honestly I have never had any control over it even a little bit for the longest time.
it's manifested itself to make my life hell for a long time.
I have just never have had as much sobriety and focus as I have had in the last couple years.
I used to basically almost poison myself all the time.
Now I am confident in myself.
And the modern technology will prove something about the subject in the next 6 years,... I believe.
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LowTek
retard
It doesn't work like that.
Sorry brother.
For me personally it's all about
"reading people's empathy"
I know that sounds stupid.
And I know most people will laugh and not believe me, but that's ok.
It has saved my own life more than once.
I'm pretty old, and have seen and been through quite a bit.
Call Me Tim
Dramacrat
GUESS THE FUCKING NUMBER