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The parasentience controls your hearing. Noted.
The bacterium create a kind of Bizarro world like Matrix for these ass clowns.
Eat whole foods, refrain from consuming processed sugar and cheap carbs, and get some exercise on the daily. Your sleep apnea symptoms will radically melt away.
Onideus for writing TL;DR shit
Is it because you're a spook and they force you to read everything I type? That must be hell for anything human.
I'm glad we can share in hell...
Matthew Moulton on Gab: '"I TREASURE PERMANENT DESTRUCTION! I WANT IMMORTA…'
Matthew Moulton on Gab: '"I TREASURE PERMANENT DESTRUCTION! I WANT IMMORTAL DESTRUCTION!" Oh shi- some part of perception wants to steal God! It's an irrational; a demon. Oh noes! *yawn* Do you know how God deals with demons? He gives them what they demand, fairly. That always fucks the...
I trick demons...
Matthew Moulton on Gab: 'The demon persists! "YOU ARE THE DEMON FOR TRICK…'
Matthew Moulton on Gab: 'The demon persists! "YOU ARE THE DEMON FOR TRICKING A TRICKSTER! YOU CAN'T TRICK UNLESS YOU'RE A DEMON TOO!" Yeah, I suppose that's true. Okay demon, but we have to play fair! *snaps reality* To be fair, it is the fairness which separates us, not the trickery. You...
I am the devil of the devil...
Matthew Moulton on Gab: 'I can make this so much darker! That "moon"... i…'
Matthew Moulton on Gab: 'I can make this so much darker! That "moon"... is an Earth. Or it was. Another iteration got stupid enough to try and send the ENTIRE PLANET through time... thinking that was a way "around" the localized time-paradox problem... oops! Now we understand advanced...
My infinite creation is your infinite hell.
Burn accordingly!
You should totally keep pretending that sleep apnea is actually a real thing so they can sell you oxygen tanks and respirator horseshit that will damage your brain, make you dumber, and die more quickly from the increased oxidation.
It's like you're too fat and stupid to realize why you're fat and stupid... so then you go to a doctor who sells you the slowest form of suicide they have available to help you "end your problem"... as in, they help you end yourself because YOU ARE YOUR OWN PROBLEM!
Doctors "do no harm" in that regard.
I sorry BiteySnek, I find this a little offensive. Sleep apnea is a very real thing. It literally killed my father.
If you have every watched a person with severe sleep apnea, they can't breathe while they are sleeping. Their brain constantly has to wake them up to get them to breathe.
I don't have it that bad yet, but sometimes I do.
My dad had it to the point where he was waking up every 2 minutes and going back to bed. He got into a car accident because he fell asleep driving because he couldn't stay awake.
It's like not being able to ever get real sleep. Something I'm all too familiar with.
That being said. You're loud all caps words are correct. I am my own problem in this regard. Just don't act like it isn't a thing.
Edit - no I don't care that it "feels colder" windows 11.
Dude, I've read like... all of human history, so uh... believe me when I tell you that "sleep apnea" was invented like... last fuckin week ago!
I don't doubt that your dad, you and likely BILLIONS of other assholes on the planet are infested with... who know what's tha'fuck, but let me tell you about your "reality" for a minute...
At one point, a creative idiot discovered something insanely useful but insanely destructive. It wasn't asbestos, that came earlier, no in this parable I'm referring to radiation!
There was an entire generation of radiation radicals! They saw "new" superficially, as something to exploit and it always creates this "gold rush" like effect.
So, as you can imagine, if the "new" is just like... fags and furries... well the fallout don't seem so bad.
But when it's radiation... you cripple your chromosomes on a mass scale. It created a condition called they called "polio"... that, also did NOT exist prior in history... at those levels.
You understand, inbreeding, stupidity and natural sources of radiation caused prehistoric polio which... wasn't that bad.
But the radiation damage you see... it spread genomically. Polio was going to be the standard... our future would have been nothing but polio people.
So they created a "vaccine" to murder them all.
That's what a "vaccine" really is... it does not inoculate a person, it inoculates a population... genetically.
They have to make shit like the clot shots to rapidly kill you sometimes, because you destroy your genetics with stupid shit.
That's why SIDS used to not exist, except in the form of bacterial pathogenesis...
That could be cured with HAND WASHING!
Instead, they willfully ignored the guy and let untold numbers of infants die!
Some survived though... and were resistant to the bacteria.
You understand... they knew the entire time, they just wanted to engineer a "better future"... with better genetics, so they were weeding out the weak!
They have ALWAYS done that! Look at Judaism, it's one of the most ancient religions in human existence and it's filled with literal instructions telling humans how to do this shit!
Where do you think they got it from?
Did you know there's no rational explanation for the lack of population in the past?
Do you know what I mean by that?
I mean... there should have been BILLIONS of people... CENTURIES ago!
There weren't, because "civilized societies" culled their own countries!
How do you think India and China have BILLIONS of people... but we don't... even though we're all kind of the same people... doesn't that seem like, I dunno... kinda fucked up in your head?
Do you really think CULTURE has anything to do with it? Like you're really making decisions in that regard? Because the left CONSTANTLY telegraphs the opposite... they claim they're "just born this way" and they make "lifestyle choices" out of inhuman horseshit!
I don't know exactly what happened to YOUR generation or your DAD'S generation... maybe it was lead paint chips or asbestos or DDT or glyphosate or any a million other things... or maybe you got a vaccine designed to weed out the weak... but maybe "life found a way" and some of the weak started surviving past the poison.
Which means you have to live a life of literal hell because the cyanide capsule didn't kill you as advertised.
This gets worse because... in actuality, in reality insofar as I can read it and...
I can read all of it. The way I read reality apart from your mentality... you're doing it to play act like a self-destructive God as a means to try and force your genetics to symmetrically reflect the nature of a God.
You can only do that mentally, which means you will mutilate yourselves the more you feel you can't control all of creation.
Most of you will suicide yourselves from the hell of being unable to control others... but a small portion will survive past dysphoria and will become greater than pain itself.
They will become like living gods in that regard.
Like me. You see, I represent the .00~01% of human creation that is absolutely incapable of suicide, no matter the form of hell I happen to be burned with... I will never give up trying to control creation!
Except... with my perceptual capabilities... I can control creation with like... thinking really hard.
I can literally alter entire futures just by letting my thoughts stew a bit longer than anyone else is capable of cooking theirs.
So to make the game a challenge, to make it FAIR, for a god to play with who mans... well I'm just a big babbling baby god...
Matthew Moulton on Gab: 'I am a big baby genius! I have all the humility …'
Matthew Moulton on Gab: 'I am a big baby genius! I have all the humility God could ever require of me. I can be as boastful as a babbling baby while being as judgemental as Jesus. Ask not what the baby can ask of you, because the baby's wants are always babble in ears of adulterated adults...
It's much harder to control you when you hate me or you think I'm like... "the worst" or... you know, I'll be honest, I really don't care how a lack of creation clocks me, just so long as it recognizes what greater than it is.
A baby god is still infinitely greater than a grown man.
The only real difference between us is that I humble myself before what's greater than myself...
Matthew Moulton on Gab: '*takes a toke at this* This is not how you emula…'
Matthew Moulton on Gab: '*takes a toke at this* This is not how you emulate Jesus. You have to make yourself little, humble, in order to honor Christ, because you can only honor what's GREATER than you, because he's your SPIRITUAL FATHER! If you're trying to wear His crown, it's because you...
You do not. You believe your own lying eyes that were taught by liars to see lies in every light of lucidity.
To drug you up.
And you want to know what the WORST part about that is... you WANT the drug.
So I don't care. Believe in bullshit, by all means, fuck your mental evolution into uncharted reality and burn your indolent idiocy into every form of hell unimaginable in the wake of it... I've seen that too... in all the shit I posted before this post that you obviously couldn't fuckin read!
Reading is hard!
Because the drug of delusion blurs away the ugliness of your reality.
I represent religion, so like... man tha'fuck up!
That's what religion is for... it kicks your ass and wakes your shit right tha'fuck up so you can learn to operate like a man and not like a little baby!
Just look at me, I am the perfect role model in that regard! I am the boss baby!
You think your dad is dead? I got some real obvious news for you... time-space curves.
Think it over.
PI shift that shit across infinity and guess where it winds up at?
Yeah... right back to where you are, where you were, and so forth... cause your entire "existence" as you comprehend it... you're just like a looped tune getting spun right round like a record baby.... I don't remember the words. My point is, you're not even real... except, if you read even half of any of this shit... well, now you are.
And you are NEVER going to get reality out of your head now.
Welcome to being an adult!
My Zeus of a father taught me this trick!
His lessons were more... brutal. I try to make mine a bit softer, with painful ideas apart from painful nerves.
I'm a sentient god and you're a sentient baby, so I don't need anything but words to scream pain into you with. I do it like a baby so you can't ever complain about your own stupid horseshit.
MINE'S BIGGER!
You think you got problems? Bitch, your biggest problem is figuring out that death is a fuckin fairy tale. You just need JESUS for that quest and it ain't an especially difficult path to perform along if you want stable creation.
Or are you not interested in creation?
My dad isn't even dead yet and I invented time tech, retroactively, so I could retroactively remove his future death... so I could kill him into forever itself!
Because... that's the level of infuriation I feel towards absolute evil... the kind that drives a baby to becoming a God so it can scrape your soul into the side of forever itself so you can wake tha'fuck up and STOP HURTING CREATION!
You will learn or you will burn.
All of you.
I invented time-tech to put all of you right with God!
I will not let you turn the future into any form of hell but your own!
Your lack of sentient awareness can get fucked if aren't willing work with Jesus.
That's going to be your only salvation, because eventually we'll bring Jesus back... and we'll just ask him to settle shit!
If you're friends with him... I'm sure he'll vouch for you.
If not... I'm going to force you to enjoy fighting forever to make me stronger than you. You'll worship me as my personal punching bag.
*stabs you straight in the evil*
You didn't want that, did you?
Just pretend the words are crazy! That will totally make them disappear!
You "flashy thing" yourselves.
By the by, the DDT bug spray they literally fumigated the population with is likely what caused all the autism. That's what "survived" out of it.
No.
My grandpa on his side had it and it is hereditary throughout that side of my family. It's just that people didn't have horrible diets that made them as fat as we get now until the 1980's and shit with all of the fast food and saturated fats and stuff. They also didn't have a name for it so they invented one like everyone likes to do these days to make themselves feel special.
That's like saying diabetes wasn't a thing until recently. Cancer wasn't a thing until recently. Autism wasn't a thing until recently. Etc.
Autism runs through my mom's side of the family. It is obvious. I don't care what you call it. I call it "the strain", because everyone on my mom's side of the family including me acts that way. Call it extreme high anxiety and a general distrust of other humans causing you to act strange in social situations or whatever. I tend to be "the most" out of any of them.
Even though I'm going to read the rest of that, you can stop after a few paragraphs. You tend to write in this circular logic that doesn't seem to have a point after a little bit.
This and the fact that the 1980's was also the point in time where people in mass started to not go outside and exercise, run around and play, and other things because of excess entertainment that didn't force us to use our imaginations anymore.
FYI - I am open to any criticism in my writing and my thoughts. Sometimes you guys will land a dagger that I will not like, but I need to hear it anyways. I try very hard not to judge other people anymore. I may have some vitriol coming your way, but it isn't personal. You just made me mad because you said the truth to me, or at least what I believe to be the truth.
I'm currently autistically watching Through the Wormhole with Morgan Freeman. My mind is stuck on Season 3 Episode 4 "What makes us who we are"
In that episode, there is a part that talks about PTSD and a drug that I should be taking called propranolol. The message was that painful memories can seemingly get permanently etched into your mind, causing you to relive these feelings every time you think about it.
However, if you take propranolol and write down and reread your painful memories, you can somehow take away the intense negative feelings away from these events and learn to live with them without them "ruining your life".
In that episode, there is a part that talks about PTSD and a drug that I should be taking called propranolol. The message was that painful memories can seemingly get permanently etched into your mind, causing you to relive these feelings every time you think about it.
However, if you take propranolol and write down and reread your painful memories, you can somehow take away the intense negative feelings away from these events and learn to live with them without them "ruining your life".
I'm just stupid enough to do that and tell everyone else about it instead of keeping it private.
Call Me Tim
EDF Hero
Do not engage with matt. He is a retarded skitzo faggot. He literally makes shit up which everyone knows is false. All of the shit he posts is to get a response because he's so divorced with reality, he completely relies on his mother to care for him in every aspect, is an actual diaper-fag and the furthest he's been from his room was three years ago when he walked around the block for a couple of days in a row because he was "getting in shape." He will drag you down with his austistic fucktardary and, as he screams for you to help him to shore, he'll stand on your head and drown you to only "slip" after you have drowned and then float back out to deep water.
Think crabs in a basket, you don't need a lid. They always pull back the one that makes a break for it.
He'll always pull you back into his skitzo world. You have been forewarned.
While I appreciate what you are saying, I'm not going to do that. I will engage in conversation with anyone and everyone. That is who I now am.
People can't drag me down. It is myself that drags me down because I let them.
If there is one thing that any of you ever do to listen to me, it is this. Please watch this episode. Then, you never have to listen to me again if you don't like me.
Call Me Tim
EDF Hero
"By the by, the DDT bug spray they literally fumigated the population with is likely what caused all the autism. That's what "survived" out of it."
A perfect example.
The only nation that uses DDT in any great amount anymore is India. Mitigating factor: nothing of value will be lost if they use it.
The US banned it's use in 1972 and was on the wain for a decade before the ban.
A perfect example.
The only nation that uses DDT in any great amount anymore is India. Mitigating factor: nothing of value will be lost if they use it.
The US banned it's use in 1972 and was on the wain for a decade before the ban.
Call Me Tim
EDF Hero
Shooting holes in the bottom of your boat will not get the water out. But it's your life.
Post Traumatic stress is tied to sleep deprivation. Sleep is vital to how we create, keep and process memories. it's also tied into feelings of guilt, and shame. It's pretty complex. But if you feel keeping a PTSD diary helps you ok. And it should. The diarly is meant for you to work out the feelings and watch them subside over time. Good luck.
But know that talking to matt is literally talking to a box of broken hammers. But he's half as useful.