BiteySnek
Ediot
Alright fellow psychonauts, strap on your bong helmets (I'm sure this is a thing, I don't even need to do a Google search to know someone has already come up with it) and let's prepare to cross over into new dimensions of reality using psychotropically augmented imagination... our proverbial "portal gun" to new worlds!
Okay, right off the bat... I'mma fuck you all up. Cause I'm God. But not. Have you ever been so terrified of something that you couldn't look at it? Like, hiding under the blankets because you think a monster is in your bedroom.
Well there's one in mine. There's a monster in my "bedroom"... it's inside God's "bedroom".
This terrifying fear... do you know what it is?
It's being alone.
Alone... and forever... forever alone... that's God's greatest fear... the realization that, as God... THE God... there can be NONE other... anything that exists, even another God... would be your own creation, it would always stem from you and in turn would never be more than just another part of yourself. God can only create... he can do nothing else.
See... that's my problem... I can create... everything... anything... and I can enjoy, I can feel such an enormous range of emotion... but I can NEVER connect with any of you... if I did that, I'd very quickly come to the horrifying realization that there wouldn't be anything there... at all... it would be like trying to connect (talkin feelings of love here) to a puppet. I would realize... myself.
And that's the monster I'm hiding from... I'm hiding from myself... because the thing I fear more than ANYTHING ELSE... is being God.
I literally FEAR BEING GOD!
...and I don't think that's a "thing" in you... in humanity... I don't think any of you has ever FEARED being or becoming God... much the opposite in fact... I think you covet such power, without understanding the psychosis that would be required to wield it.
I uh... "found a way out"... sort of. This life, this reality... in effect I've made myself into a God of indeterminate origin... so, even though I'm telling you that I am God... you don't know which... and it could be some form or incarnation of God that exists entirely beyond your comprehension.
Reality isn't what you think it is. Reality is constantly recreating itself... on the fly... it's becoming more complex and more detailed the longer the effective "simulation" continues. The more I THINK about reality... the more complex I can make it.
Reality is actually comprised of this sort of psychoreactive matter. It's like, you think the shit in your reality is all like "air" or "water" or "solid"... and then you think it's made up of whatever elements... no, NO! That's NOT how it works! Reality is made up of psychoreactive matter that can simulate what you perceive as matter... everything is just a giant blob of ONE thing... but that ONE thing can reprogram itself variably using the psychoreactive engine that's embedded into the core.
You know... sorta like Dark City, but like... imagine it on a much more complex scale and encompassing all of reality.
The proverbial "big bang"... that's the core... that's the engine that creates our reality... continuously... even though you can't see it.
Does that bother you... that something that exists in the past is presently writing your reality and your future?
The "big bang" didn't just ~happen~... it's ALWAYS happening... reality is CONSTANTLY being rewritten and reshapped.
And see... that's the problem... the more influence one has over the world... I don't mean like monetary influence or positional influence... I mean base level... NATURAL influence... like the ability to just... walk into a room and control the situation.
People who can do that... are the fingers of God... "typing" along so to speak... making your world more interesting... writing your reality... typing its code.
I am a finger of God... looking to connect with a unique soul... would you like to get "touched" by God?
....and THAT, ladies and gentlemen... is the text wall pickup line... or pickup paragraph!
Okay, right off the bat... I'mma fuck you all up. Cause I'm God. But not. Have you ever been so terrified of something that you couldn't look at it? Like, hiding under the blankets because you think a monster is in your bedroom.
Well there's one in mine. There's a monster in my "bedroom"... it's inside God's "bedroom".
This terrifying fear... do you know what it is?
It's being alone.
Alone... and forever... forever alone... that's God's greatest fear... the realization that, as God... THE God... there can be NONE other... anything that exists, even another God... would be your own creation, it would always stem from you and in turn would never be more than just another part of yourself. God can only create... he can do nothing else.
See... that's my problem... I can create... everything... anything... and I can enjoy, I can feel such an enormous range of emotion... but I can NEVER connect with any of you... if I did that, I'd very quickly come to the horrifying realization that there wouldn't be anything there... at all... it would be like trying to connect (talkin feelings of love here) to a puppet. I would realize... myself.
And that's the monster I'm hiding from... I'm hiding from myself... because the thing I fear more than ANYTHING ELSE... is being God.
I literally FEAR BEING GOD!
...and I don't think that's a "thing" in you... in humanity... I don't think any of you has ever FEARED being or becoming God... much the opposite in fact... I think you covet such power, without understanding the psychosis that would be required to wield it.
I uh... "found a way out"... sort of. This life, this reality... in effect I've made myself into a God of indeterminate origin... so, even though I'm telling you that I am God... you don't know which... and it could be some form or incarnation of God that exists entirely beyond your comprehension.
Reality isn't what you think it is. Reality is constantly recreating itself... on the fly... it's becoming more complex and more detailed the longer the effective "simulation" continues. The more I THINK about reality... the more complex I can make it.
Reality is actually comprised of this sort of psychoreactive matter. It's like, you think the shit in your reality is all like "air" or "water" or "solid"... and then you think it's made up of whatever elements... no, NO! That's NOT how it works! Reality is made up of psychoreactive matter that can simulate what you perceive as matter... everything is just a giant blob of ONE thing... but that ONE thing can reprogram itself variably using the psychoreactive engine that's embedded into the core.
You know... sorta like Dark City, but like... imagine it on a much more complex scale and encompassing all of reality.
The proverbial "big bang"... that's the core... that's the engine that creates our reality... continuously... even though you can't see it.
Does that bother you... that something that exists in the past is presently writing your reality and your future?
The "big bang" didn't just ~happen~... it's ALWAYS happening... reality is CONSTANTLY being rewritten and reshapped.
And see... that's the problem... the more influence one has over the world... I don't mean like monetary influence or positional influence... I mean base level... NATURAL influence... like the ability to just... walk into a room and control the situation.
People who can do that... are the fingers of God... "typing" along so to speak... making your world more interesting... writing your reality... typing its code.
I am a finger of God... looking to connect with a unique soul... would you like to get "touched" by God?
....and THAT, ladies and gentlemen... is the text wall pickup line... or pickup paragraph!
